Forever (Imagine BTS 8th member)JIMIN (Book 1) **COMPLETED**

Pt33

Jimin POV:

"You!!" she said looking at me.

I wasn't really understanding what she wanted to say? What does she mean when she say 'You' is she pertaining to me as the guy that he likes! "Impossible!!" I told myself. If there would be someone that she likes it would either be Suga or Taehyung because they are closer than her. But my bet is Suga hyung because they are close and they are always together.

I was just looking at her after what she said   because I don't know what to say to her. She was looking at me and I can hear my heart beating louder and faster than normal which is a normal feeling when I am with her. I don't know for some reason when it comes to her I feel tense and I don't understand why.

"You!!" she repeated again. "M-me??" I asked her pointing at myself. "Yes you! How would you react for example I said that I l-like y-y-you? W-what would y-you say?" she asked somewhat nervously, and she turned around to look at the lights at the nearby buildings and the city below us.

"A-aahhh uhmm It's hard for me to say because I l-look at you a-as my s-sister and i-it's kinda awkward you know!" I told her. She just stood there not saying anything. Her back is facing me so I can't really tell what her facial reaction is.

We just stood there silently. I don't know what else to say so I just kept quiet. After a few minutes that seems like forever she turned around and look at me. And I saw her crying but she was just looking at me straight in the eye. I can't say anything I'm out of words. Her eyes seems like saying a lot of things that I don't understand. The only thing I know is that my heart felt like being crushed just seeing her like this, she is always full of life,happy and loud I am not use to this Sammie who is standing in front of me. She looks........... dejected!

I move forward to touch her face and wipe her tears but she step back. She wiped her tears and turned around to look at those lights again.

"Oppa!!"she said with a cracked voice. "It's cold let's go inside." She said. I remove my jacket and I was suppose to put it around her shoulders but she shyd away and walk towards the door to the stairs. " Let's go Oppa we might catch a cold!" she said her voice low without emotion.

"Sammie~ah we are not yet done talking!" I told her. "I am done!" she said with her cold eyes looking at me.

"What did I do?" I asked myself. I am always good at giving advises but I can't say anything right now. I am of no help to her situation. Because I don't understand what's going on. My mind can't accept the fact that she is liking someone. "Ofcourse she is our baby and our princess I don't like to see her with another guy!" I told myself. " But if it's Suga hyung??" I don't think I am okay with that either.

"Sammie~ah you are still young you can find someone who you would love and will love you back!" I said just to console her. She just smirked " Ofcourse!" she said then turned around to go down the stairs.

I stayed at the rooftop for a few more minutes. I can't get Sammie's sad face off my mind. In all honestly it really kills me to see that she is hurting. But I don't think I am already ready to see her with another guy in her life.

I am contemplating if I need to talk to Suga hyung about it. I have a definite feeling that he is the guy that Sammie likes. Just thinking about it is driving me crazy. I respect and love Suga but I don't think he is the right man for Sammie. "So who is the right guy for him?" I asked myself. I am looking at the buildings and saw my reflection in one of the windows. I was intently looking at my reflection and smiled. And I realize what I was thinking "Aigooo Jimin get a grip!!!"  I said shaking my head to ward off what I was thinking earlier.

I decided to go back to the dorm. I saw the guys still there drinking and laughing. They all look at me as I enter the dorm. "Where have you been?" Taehyung asked me. I just shrugged and didn't answer him. "Where is Sammie?" I asked them.

"Ah she said she is drunk so she went in her room already!Aigoo that kid!" Jin hyung answered. I look at Suga hyung and see him looking at Sammie's closed door looking worried but he didn't say anything. I followed his gaze then look back at him. He is now looking back at me with a blank face. I mouthed "what?" towards him and he just look away and drink the soju in the glass he is holding.

"What's that for?"

""chimmie***