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Panic attack number two
after Calum left me alone to use the bathroom.
I thought it was his mum who found me, but later on at the hospital, Calum mentioned his sister was coming home for break and yeah,
she introduced herself but I was ashamed about my lack of introduction.
Mali Koa was beautiful and I caught myself wanting be like her.
Her intelligence and beauty and personality and
she lacked insanity.
Calum brought me back from my insecure thoughts. He told me my mum went to call my dad and family because and he quotes, No one should be left in the dark
and my mind wondered back to Michael.
He was meant to be overshadowed by darkness.
Ashton may have been my angel and Michael?
The fucking devil constantly finding his way back on my shoulder.
Calum said some other things then asked me what caused my panic attack.
He said it was pretty bad.
I was embarrassed, not making eye contact with the brown eyed boy when I told him, Michael.
And Calum asked me what did Michael do?
But what was I supposed to say?
It wasn't just Michael.
It was me.
It was the fact that I couldn't stop being scared of myself.
The fact that Calum would leave me because I was so sick minded.
A fucking lost boy?
I was no Calum boy anymore.
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Calum's Boy (CAKE)
Fanfiction[Sequel to Lost Boy] I thought I controlled them. But they seemed to have a mind of their own.
