𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮 𝗣𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗯𝗶𝗼 🌨
𝑌/𝑁 𝑃𝑂𝑉
I sat at my desk trying to focus on my work but couldn't. all i could do is watch them talk. My best friend talking to 𝗵𝗲𝗿. She's new and she has the whole school drooling over her. Even my best friend. We did everything together. From parties,vacations,hanging out, and more. But all of that seemed to disappear when 𝘀𝗵𝗲 came around. But I can't blame her. She's beautiful. I'm not even close to her.She has blonde hair, Tall,and skinny. she was Nice, and overall perfect.
Exactly what Mattia likes in a girl. I was the opposite. Dark brown hair, with brown eyes. Not as skinny but not too fat. She had no stretch marks while I have some on my thighs. I wasn't tall. I was pretty short compared to her. I was nice and caring but people made her seem like she's an angel.
Everyday I would see my best friend drool over her. Every time she passes by his eyes directly go to her. He never looked at me like that. 𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗿. But I shouldn't care we're only friends. Even though I wish we were more.
"Hey" Mattia spoke
"Hey"I said dryly
"You alright?" He says putting his arm around my shoulder
"Yeah"
"No you're not what happen?" Mattia
I couldn't tell him the truth. I felt jealous and empty without him. He's been distant. Just because of 𝗵𝗲𝗿. Speaking of her here she comes.
"It's just-"
"Hey tia"
Tia? Only I call him that.
"Hey heather" he said smiling
I just look down at my feet trying not to show any emotion
"Hey um"
"Y/n" i awkwardly said
"Oh hey y/n" heather
"Anyways can you take my home I need a ride"
"Sure" Mattia says smiling
"Thanks" She says walking to his car
"I thought you were taking me home" I mumbled
"Im still taking you home " he chucked
"Oh ok"
I really didn't want to be in a car with them. I knew they would just flirt the whole way there. It's not the first time they have done something like This. All they do is flirt and hold hands in front of me. The front seat was taken by ms perfect so I went in the back.
The whole way to my house they were flirting and complementing Each other non stop. I felt like someone just punched me in the stomach. My eyes were burning by me trying to keep my tears in but it was hard to
"We're here"
"Thanks tia" she says giving a kiss on his cheek.
He blushed slightly making me feel worse. If only he knew how hard I fell for him.
"Bye" heather
"Bye"Mattia
My house was a few houses down so it didn't take long to get there. The whole way there I was quiet trying to hold back my tears.
"We're here"
"Thanks" I sniffled
I open the door and get out to see feel Mattia coming up to me.
"Hey are you ok the whole ride you were quiet"
"I'm fine " I said looking down
" no your not" he said
"Look at me"
I kept my head down feeling my tears coming out of me making my vision blurry.
"Y/n?"
"What ?!" I said looking at him
My cheeks were hot and red and I had tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Hey why are you crying?" He says cupping my cheeks and wiping my tears
"Because" I take his hands away
"Because you won't see how I feel about you"
"Wdym"
"Oh Mattia you really are clueless"
He looked at me confused
"You give her all your attention. Before she came everything was perfect. It was you and me against the world. And now it's Just me. It may not sound like a big deal but it is to me. I liked you since the day I met you. Seeing you look at her the way I wanted you to look at me hurts. She's an angel in everybody's eyes while I'm just me. Nothing special. She has you so memorized. But why would you ever kiss me ? Im not even half as pretty. You gave her your sweater. the one i always wore and kept. But you like her better. 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑖 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟."
when i walked in my house closing the door, i didn't dare look back at him. when i did he wasn't there anymore. i ran upstairs closing my bedroom door feeling my heart being smashed in half.
𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑖 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟
𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗶 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗮 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝟮 𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗶 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗽 𝗶𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲?
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