𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮 𝗣𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗯𝗶𝗼 🐙
𝑌/𝑁 𝑃𝑂𝑉
𝗜𝗧 𝗪𝗔𝗦 𝗟𝗨𝗡𝗖𝗛 𝗧𝗜𝗠𝗘 And I was sitting eating my food waiting for the boys. These past few days I haven't been doing the best. I barely get any sleep and i feel like shit. Mar has been helping me though. He's always putting a smile on my face which I appreciate but sometimes it isn't enough.
"Hey fatass" I look up to see Mattia.
"Sup dipshit" We always joked around like this but Today I wasn't really in the mood but I didn't want to show it
Kairi , ale, Alvaro, and roshaun followed behind him and sat down. We were talking eating our food when mar comes over.
"Hey"
"Hey"everybody says expect Mattia
"Hi y/n"
"Hi" I said smiling
I heard Mattia scoff but I ignored it
"I was wondering if you would want to go to the movies later"
"Yeah sure" I said smiling
"Ok I'll pick you up at 8 "
"Ok"
He left leaving me smiling
"Ooo someone's going to get that dick" kairi elbowed me
"Ew no" I said making a face
"Hey do y'all know Michelle?"
We all look at Mattia. Michelle. My once best friend. We broke off ever since she slept with my bf hector. Multiple times. She got pregnant but he left her. No surprise. He's an asshole. Anways She said that she didn't like him and that she was happy for me. But that was all a lie. All the boys know what happened and they even comforted me but it's still never enough. They know how bad and miserable she made my life and I don't know why Mattia was mentioning her
"What about her?" Roshaun
"Well last night I went to her house and damn was she good"
I looked at him like he were crazy
"What were you doing with her?" I said
"I was just getting it with her you know"
"Getting it?" Ale said
"Yeah she gives good head" he turns to smirk at me
I rolled my eyes.
"Why do you even mention her?" Kairi
"Yeah" I said quietly
"Well since y/n brought up the guy shes talking to why can't I bring up the girl I'm talking to. You know Michelle she has the best pu$$y out there. And her head game was something else" ( uh 🙄)
At this point I was getting mad. He know how much I hate her
"Oh really? Says the walking std"
He scoffed again
"I may be a walking std and fuck every girl but that's just how I am. at least that way I dont get cheated on."
Everybody stayed silent. I looked down trying not to cry
"I mean now Ik why hector chose Michelle Over you she-"
Before he could finish his sentence I slapped him.
"Ik you did not just-"
"Listen here polibio I may have gotten cheated on but at least I know how to treat someone with respect and how to love someone"I was walking away when he laughed and opened his mouth to speak.
"Ha love? You're talking about love? Oh come on y/n you got cheated on ! Move on ! He never loved you! You just can't get over the fact that there's people that are better than you"
I faced him trying not to cry
"Mattia that's enough" ale said
"No no I'm not done"
He stood up and walked towards me
"He cheated on you for a reason. Don't be telling me about love when you never experienced it. To be in love that person has to love you back. But that didn't happen. Idk what an orphan would know about love. You don't even have parents that can show you what it is"
The cafeteria went silent and a few gasps were heard around the room. I stood still not knowing what to say. Mattia knew about my situation and how it was hard for me to talk about. But he didn't care. He still said it
My eyes got glossy and my lip quivered. A tear slipped down my cheek but I quickly wiped it off.
"You win. " I said my voice cracking.
I walked away with the whole cafeteria staring at me. I never showed my emotions. Ever. I was the girl that never cried. Or at least never in front of people. Not even my best friends have seen me cry. But Mattia really did it. And idk why. I didn't do anything bad to him. But now Ik who my friends are and who's not. I went into the bathroom and went to the biggest stall. I feel down and curled up into a ball and let it all out.
𝑀𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑠 𝑃𝑂𝑉
Shit.
Idk why I did that. Well I do know but i didn't mean for it to come out that way. But it did. I was jealous. I've liked y/n since we were 10 and when she was talking to mar and I got jealous. The truth is I never even went to Michelle's house. I was the one that rejected her. Just because of y/n. But I really broke her. I've never seen y/n cry. Ever. She's seen me cry but I've never seen her cry. Seeing her eyes get glossy and her trying to keep in her tears broke me. It was hard to watch. And I had to apologize. Little did I know I was too late.
"Mattia wtf did you do that for?" Kairi
I turned around to face them but quickly put my head down in shame
"I- I idk" I finally got out
"You're stupid for doing that" ale said getting up
"Yeah that was fucked up" roshaun
"You should've never said that" Alvaro
They all got up and walked away
"Where are you going ?" I shouted
"Anywhere else." Roshaun responded.
I looked around looking at the faces that people were making at me. That's when I knew I fucked up bad. (No shit)
I ran to the bathroom to hear y/n crying. I felt awful and I was going to fix it. I was going to go in when I heard her voice
"Idk what I did to him" she said breaking down
"You did nothing wrong. He was the one who shouldn't have said that"
My heart sunk once I heard his voice.
Mar
"I'm sorry you have to see me like this"
"It's ok. I think you still look beautiful when your sad"
I saw her smile while he did the same. I Watched as he wiped her tears away and kissed her forehead
I use to do that
"I like you a lot y/n and Ik you just got out a rough relationship that's why I want to take things slow for you" he whispered the last part
" I would love that. And thank you"
"𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢"
I couldn't watch anymore. I left the bathroom not realizing that i had some tears in my eyes. I wiped them away. Now I lost her. And there no going back because she definitely hates me.
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