𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮 𝗣𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗯𝗶𝗼🌨
𝑀𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑠 𝑃𝑂𝑉
𝗜 𝗟𝗔𝗜𝗗 𝗜𝗡 my bed staring at the ceiling as mr thoughts roamed my head. I didn't know she felt that way. I always liked y/n. I mean I love her a lot but I was too young to understand what love was. So I pushed those feelings aside. But now I know it was love. I just didn't know at the time. Do I like her now ? No. I love her. More than a friend. I tried to get over her but I couldn't.
Ever since I saw heather I thought she was beautiful but y/n was different. Shes not the type I would usually go for but I still fell for her. I thought talking to heather would make my feelings go away but they didn't. They're still there. I made her cry. And y/n doesn't cry. I smashed her heart and didn't do anything about it. And it hurts. How could I be so stupid?
I got up from my bed and put on my shoes quickly walking out the door. I went to the store and picked out her favorite snacks which included some chips and some candies . I put them all in a bag and also put my favorite hoodie in there.
I drove to her house and knocked on her window.
I saw that she had her knees to her chest while sobbing on her bed. I felt terrible. I knocked again and that's when she looked up.
She opens the window. I stared at her Eyes to see the bloodshot red. They were puffy and tear stains were on her shirt. Even when she looked down she still managed to look beautiful.
𝑌/𝑁 𝑃𝑂𝑉
I was crying on my bed when I heard a knock on my window. I already knew it was Mattia so I didn't even bother moving. He knocked again and I decided to get up and open it. I knew he would just keep knocking so I opened it and see him.
I was a mess. I had mascara all over my face. My eyes were red and puffy while my shirt was a little wet from crying.
"Hey"
"What do you want Mattia" I said making my way to my bed
"I came to apologize for being a jerk"
"You did nothing wrong it's my fault for being dramatic "
"You weren't being dramatic you were just expressing your feelings and that's what I love about you it's that your honest" he says sitting on the bed
I just looked down and played with my fingers.
"Hey look at me"
I hesitated at first but then looked up.
Damn I could get lost in those eyes any day. The way they glowed without any light was amazing
"I love you" he says putting his hand on top of mine
"Not the way I want you too" i mumbled and pulling my hand away
"But I do love you. I have fallen in love with you y/n. I didn't say anything because i didn't know what love was. I was afraid that I would ruin our friendship. I thought I was too young to understand love but I have now realized that it was love and I still love you "
"Really" i said while my eyes tearing up a bit
"Yes" he said interlocking our hands
"Look I only started talking to heather to get over you. I didn't think you felt the same way so I tried to move on but I couldn't and I won't because I love you y/n"
"I love you too Mattia "
He hugged me while I hugged back. I felt loved again. I have gotten my best friend back.
We pulled back and he just stared at my lips.
We got closer and closer. My breathing was coming unsteady now feeling his hot breath on my lips.
Our lips barley touched each other. One more move and our lips would touch.
"May I kiss you? " Mattia
I nod and then I felt his soft lips on mine.
Our lips connected and moved so smoothly.
The room was quite and all you could hear was the sound of our lips colliding.
We kissed for a while until we pulled back.
We smiled at each other.
I look down at my lap and I see a bag on the floor.
"What's in the bag?" I smirked.
𝗜 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝘂𝘁 :) 𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝘆 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘀 🙈
𝟳𝟯𝟳 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀🌨
