Part 4

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Chapter 4

Bakugou's POV
The Monday after the funeral
I woke up this morning feeling more irritated than normal which is pretty fucking ticked off. Suddenly I remember my actions towards Deku as of yesterday. I could feel my face heat up as it grew a dark shade of red. I didn't mean to do it he just looked so sad and I hated seeing him so fucking upset so I went on autopilot. Somehow I regret and don't regret doing it at the same time which makes me feel even more pissed off. Damn, I hate feeling this way and it's all deku's fault. I hate that damn nerd but I love him at the same time he makes me feel this certain type of way. This all started when we were younger, I developed feelings for him. I couldn't deal with my feelings right so I bullied him which is a fucking wrong way to deal with them I know that now. I told Deku he couldn't be a hero to try and stop him from being in danger, getting hurt, or killed. I couldn't bare life anymore if he was killed, but now I don't need to worry he has a quirk and doesn't need protection like that. I sigh out loud and get off my bed to go to the bathroom to brush my teeth "DIE FUCKING GERMS," I yelled as I brush vigorously I could hear my mom stop cooking "shut the fuck up Katsuki its too damn early for that shit!," she screamed at me. "make me old hag!!" she continued cooking by the way she didn't say anything back I just know she has something in store for me when I come downstairs. I pick up my UA uniform and as I look around I see the tie on the ground I pick it up I explode it and yeet it out the window. I was done getting dressed so I went downstairs, what I expected happened my mom smacked the shit out of my head. 'Fuck that shit hurts' I look over to my dad who is looking at his newspaper and taking glimpses at us. I turned my head and sat in my chair, she glared at me like she was saying there's more where that came from. After I finished eating I left out the door and went to deku's to walk him to school. I wanted to make sure he was ok since his mom did just die a couple of days ago. I went over to the bottom of the stairs that led to his apartment. He was outside the light hit his freckled face perfectly. "Fucking Deku let's get going already! , " I yelled at him he walked down the stairs cutely. Ok, Katsuki today's the day you put your pride aside, you're finally gonna do it after all these years. You're finally going to confess your love to Deku.

Deku's POV
Starts at the end of chapter 3

I looked over to see kacchan wasn't there anymore which was pretty weird cause he was here just a second ago. I assume he probably had something he needed to do I shrugged my shoulders and kept walking. "Deku are you ok I'm sorry about what happened,''. " I'm fine Uraraka, " I said as she hugged me. Uraraka searched me for lies and didn't find any, probably because I'm damn good at lying. we went to classroom 1-A with no trouble. I opened the door and everyone looked at me with mostly indirect looks. I pop on my smile to fool everyone to think that I was ok and it worked seamlessly. Mostly everyone had a question but before I could answer any the bell rang and Aizawa sensei slithered in with his sleeping bag. "Even though we had an incident last week, I want class to proceed like any other day, " he said in a tired voice. I glared at him. I could feel the anger boil up but I kept a straight face. " Today's class we are going to do nothing so talk amongst yourselves quietly and don't disturb my sleep or else," Aizawa sensei said as he fell onto the floor. At that moment everyone shifted towards me, everyone except for people like Todoroki and Kacchan who didn't seem to care as much as the rest. As quietly as they could they came to talk to me. They all started asking me questions like if i was ok and such. I replied to them saying I was ok and smiling through the pain of the memories that popped up. I felt like I was about to explode. "could you guys shut the fuck up for one minute he's obviously fucking dying inside, " Kacchan scolded, everyone stopped and looked surprised including me. " Midoriya what did you do to Bakubro he's actually showing emotions other than anger, hmmm oh I know I think he likes you~, " Kirishima yelled out I looked at Kacchan who was blushing. "shut up shitty hair, " Kacchan yelled as he tried to grab Kirishima I chuckled. the rest of the class kinda went off into groups and started talking and ignoring the sounds of kacchan trying to kill kirishima. I was sitting at my desk thinking about important things when my thoughts were interrupted by a tap on my shoulder. I look up to see Todoroki, he put his hand on my shoulder, " it's ok I know what your going through and I know how it feels ". At this statement, the people who heard got silent their eyes were on me and todoroki. I got up out of my desk. I was about to go sicko mode on this Mofo but I remembered to keep my composure. I looked up straight into his heterochromic eyes. "you know what I really don't think you do" I removed his hand from my shoulder "you can go see your mom or even send letters you know where mine is 6ft underground" "and even if did see my mom I wouldn't recognize her because the incident messed up her face beyond comprehension " at this point the tears were about to spill "so don't you ever ever try to compare your situation with mine". Everyone including Aizawa sensei was looking at us. I bumped into Todoroki and walked out of the classroom.
I was crying while I walked down the hallways. I finally got to a door that led outside. I could hear the footsteps of someone running after me. I hid behind a corner of the school. I thought it was going to be someone like Iida or Uraraka but it was someone unexpected. Standing right in front of me was Katsuki bakugou.

The chapters get longer later and from now on I'll try to be more consistent with the chapters and not upload every 2 months
probably once or twice a month
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