1:22am
Brush teeth until gums bleed
7:28pm
Codeine for numb hearts and patching up cut arms. Drinking cough syrup when you don't have a cough which is ironic becasue in reality you're sicker than you thought.
-Flatsound
8:15pm
I feel like I'm gonna loose all my friends and I know it will all be my fault. Everytyhing I touch breaks and shatters into a million pieces, I don't know maybe it will be better that way. I am just desperate to fee loved and to love in return.
8:54pm
I thought it was a good thing that I could relate to all these different lyrics until I realised what they were about and now it just shows how messed up I am.
10:16pm
I'm meant to be pleased and happy that I am alive and breathing but I'm not because I was born into this world without a voice or a say and I fucking hate it.
11:07pm
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel dead although you heart is beating and your lungs are breathing?
11:20pm
It's been a whie since I put a blade to my skin but I can feel the blood on my body and I don't think I will ever get out of this self_destructive cycle.
11:23pm
Be careful here, ghosts are near in the walls and they can leak into your skin.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Diary... *January 2015*
Non-FictionThat's the difference between you and me, you defended yourself from the depression like it was a new enemy, where I welcomed it like a new friend. Just the thoughts of a English teenager.
