10:04am
To a 'friend',
and if you see my scars
don't you dare act like you care
when you're the one who put them there.
11:16am
If you see my self harm scars don't ask me about them in PE in front of everyone or in front of our friends where anyone could listen. And don't ask me like you think I'm pathetic and apiece of shit on the bottom of your shoe. So when I say it was just my cat, don't get suspicious and cause other people to guess what they are. I will not tell you and maybe it will make me want to cut even more because in reality if you really cared you wouldn't push for answers in front of everyone. You would talk to me privatly and question me lightly and tell me that you are here for me.
It's weird how you're supposed to be a friend yet an aqquantance handles this conversation with me a million times better and although I didn't tell her the truth, at least the thought is there and she put the effor in to ask me the correct way. She saw me when I was alone and told me that she knows I probably won't want to tell her but asked me and accepted my answer.
How can a stranger handle this better then a 'friend'?
YOU ARE READING
Dear Diary... *January 2015*
Non-FictionThat's the difference between you and me, you defended yourself from the depression like it was a new enemy, where I welcomed it like a new friend. Just the thoughts of a English teenager.
