7:02am
I didn't want to wake up, I was having a much better time asleep and that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nihgtmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved; I woke up into a nightmare.
7:21am
I don't want to be good at maths or science or school. I want to be good at being a normal human being and that;s the one thing I suck at.
4:00pm
You cannot imagine how much I hate myself.
Swim in an ocean, you'll drown in a bath.
7:21pm
No matter how hard it is, don't show your feelings because darling, theses day there is no humanity, humans suck. Learn how to fake a smile and how to force a laugh because it's so much easier than explaining wha'ts wrong with you.
8:03pm
Have you ever felt so alone you could hardly breath?
10:34pm
I feel like I'm going fucking insane.
10:45pm
Who saves the hero after they're no longer able to save themselves.
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Dear Diary... *January 2015*
NonfiksiThat's the difference between you and me, you defended yourself from the depression like it was a new enemy, where I welcomed it like a new friend. Just the thoughts of a English teenager.