Love Letters To You

Letter 2

To my dear,                                                                                                        7/25/20

       Today is yet another rainy day, another one of me looking out the window, watching little raindrops fall on the violets. They fall the way I fell for you, very quickly and spontaneously. This letter is made to remind you why I still love you. Your beautiful, soft face shining in the moonlight from the same window I watch today's rain pour. Your raven hair which always smelled like lavender and happiness. Whatever made you choose me, I do not know, But I know I made the right choice in choosing you. All those times you made me laugh, you were the one that made me smile. You were the only one who I felt could comfort me when I needed it.

       You always were what I needed in the mornings, I replaced doses of caffeine with all the joy you brought me. I could go on for ages, ages talking about all the little things you did and how beautifully you spoke. Oh to see you happy one last time and oh how I wish to be with you again. I am very sorry for what I did, but I very much still care for you. I am even saying I still love you if it made a difference. Oh to sing you a love song from out your window while you try to shush me before I wake your parents. I can only wish we would have ran away to live in the forest before you went away. Our lives would have been happier, I just know it.

       I did not mean for you to see me cry. Was I the cause of tears running down your once rosy cheeks? If I was, I truly am sorry. I regret leaving you that one night. I know it was not your choice, it was not your fault. I am sorry I walked away from you. I am sorry I did not fight enough for your love. I am dying to see you again, even if it is only one last time. To hear your laugh, see your smile, and hold you in my arms once again. Now to say goodbye is the hardest part, and I wish not to depart from all the love you gave me. Everything I was able to do with your support. Even if you might never read this or hear of me again, I hope you know whenever the night comes, it reminds me of your beautiful smile.

                                                                                                                               -Your Love