Abdication, Perpetuity imperishability for my abiding love

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"damn baby I can't wait to take those off you" he says bitting his lip "who said you were gonna take them off me?" I say messing around with him "who the fuck else is gonna take them off you huh I know for a fact no ones seeing any of that but me" he says pulling me onto his lap "im just playing" I laugh at him "you better be" he says rubbing my thighs "so I was thinking what if before I go we yk" he says looking at me up and down "how about no" I laugh getting up "what why not" he whines following me out of the closet "because I don't want to" shrug getting into bed "well im gonna be gone for a month so why not I don't wanna have to wait" he whine laying on top of me "well to bad I jut wanna cuddle" I smile innocently "fine I have to leave in an hour anyway" he says wrapping his arms around my waist and laying his head between my boobs

2 weeks later 

Mattia's been gone for a half a month now and the boys won't let me talk to them It was 3 am and the boys were asleep only me up I was watching a movie when I saw a shadow pass my window I pull the blankets up grabbing my phone beside me I call Mattia letting it ring only to be cut off from voice mail I watch the shadow walk back and forth in front of my window holding a gun "Mattia please" I whisper felling myself tear up from fear of when those people broke into my house before I get up running to Kairi's room I look around for  his phone as I pick it up I try to unlock it but it doesn't work so I use Kairi's face id once it unlocks I run back to my room calling Mattia "what kai" Mattia says annoyed "Mattia their's someone outside the window" I say wiping my tears "Astra? why are you calling me?" he asks confused "theirs someone outside the window" I say again "Astra it's fine" he sighs "fine then I'll open the window and let them come kill me" I say dramatically