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I wake up to Astra walking through the door with tear stains on her cheeks "what happened?!" I ask quickly getting out of bed walking over to her she hands me a white envelope making me confused "open it" she says in a husky voice I open the envel...

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I wake up to Astra walking through the door with tear stains on her cheeks "what happened?!" I ask quickly getting out of bed walking over to her she hands me a white envelope making me confused "open it" she says in a husky voice I open the envelope seeing a paper from the hospital I read through the paper before coming faced the word miscarriage I look up at Astra speechless "you had a miscarriage?" I whisper she nods her head as I drop the paper pulling her into a hug "it's ok baby we can try again" I say hugging her tighter "come on let's have a nap ok?" I say pulling away a little to look at her "o-ok" i walk her to the bed laying down beside her "it's gonna be ok" I say rubbing her back till she falls asleep once she falls asleep I I sit up on the edge on the bed ribbing my hands over my face before hiding my hands in my face crying 

after a few minutes I compose my self and wipe my tears changing into a suit putting my gold ring Astra got for me and walking down stairs "aye Mattia come play Fifa with us " I hear Roshaun shout I ignore them grabbing my keys and walking out the door "bro where are you going?!" Kairi asks running out the door "out, fuck off Kairi!" I yell getting into the car

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As Mattia sit's in his car he can't help but have a wave of anger swarm over his body like a swarm of bee's in a hive "FUCK SAKES!!" he yells slamming his hands on the steering wheel not knowing what he was feeling but he knew for sure he was furious one of the things he wanted the most in the world was taken from him in a slit second and knowing her never got to hold his first unborn child infuriated him to the point of no return but what hurt the most for him was how lost the love of his life's eyes looked when he looked into them know that she never got to meet her unborn child either. He wanted to get rid of the pain and that's what he was gonna do. Getting out of the car Mattia's mind was only set on the alcohol he would consume that night. As he slams through the doors he catches the attention of many young girl's as he pushes past everyone to the bar taking a seat on the stool ordering a whiskey 

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