Offline - Bokuaka

~ Chapter 3 ~

I have a strong urge to hug Bokuto

~ Author

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Akaashi's POV

I couldn't believe I had caught feelings for the one person I'd never be able to get...

WAIT NO, I DONT HAVE FEELINGS! I DO NOT LIKE-

My phone pinged.
I realise my phone had turned itself off in the process of me freaking out over my non existent love life. It was a message from OyaOwl.

OyaOwl: Keiji?

OyaOwl: You still there?

Keiji: Ah sorry, Had to do something. Congratulations on getting a date though!

OyaOwl: IM SO NERVOUS!!

OyaOwl: HES SO CUTE I CANT-

OyaOwl: WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?

Keiji: Maybe a simple button up shirt tucked into some pants? That could work.

OyaOwl: YOUR A LIFE SAVOUR KEIJI

OyaOwl: THANK YOU SO MUCH

Keiji: *You're

OyaOwl: SAME THING

Keiji: Oya, no.

OyaOwl: OYA YES

OyaOwl: either way imma head to bed now

OyaOwl: gotta sleep well to look good for my date!

Keiji: Night then.

Keiji: I wish you luck.

OyaOwl: Goodnight!

I put my phone down, placing it onto the coffee table and sighed. It hurt. It hurt so much. It hurt so bad watching this guy I had feelings for talking about some cute guy he was going on a date with. It hurt so bad helping him to look good on his date. It hurt so bad knowing that I could never have him. I could never become his.

Before I knew it, tears were starting to form in my eyes. I felt them falling down my cheeks. At first, they was slow, but the speed of the tears were increasing and so was the pain inside my chest. I hated this. I curled up into a ball, still laying on my couch, wrapping my arms around my stomach. I felt like puking, I felt sick. I wish this pain would go away....

I reached for my phone once again and logged back into discord.

OyaOwl - OFFLINE

Of course he was.
I put my phone back onto the table, turning it off. At this point, my face had become swollen from the amount crying I had been doing. At this moment, I felt like being hugged. It was pretty uncommon for me to want to be hugged but in times like this, I felt like I needed something like that.

I stood up from the couch and walked over to my room. As soon as I got in there, I tucked myself into bed as quickly as I could. I wanted this day to be over already. Nothing good had come out of today, so why the hell should I stay awake to experience the rest of the next 2 hours of this shitty day?

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