tw: suicide
i made a plan to commit not living on prom night....when i was sophomore and now i'm a senior and idk how to feel. everyday is a blur i have no recollection of what happened an hour ago, a day ago, or a week ago. i have headaches everyday. i don't really think i was supposed to be here this long but i don't really wanna do it. i wanna do stuff but i feel like i'm gonna be stuck... that's fine
