Sha'myas p.o.v
*knock knock *
I woke up out of my sleep with a moan , ugh I feel like complete shit . I sat up slowly as I felt a wave of nausea over take me . I look behind me and see a sleeping Carl behind me , making me smile in awe . The moment didn't last long as I felt the bile rise in my throat as I ran to the bathroom , throwing everything up from the previous night into the toilet .
"U okay ? " I turned around to see a concerned Carl leaning against the door frame .
" could never be better " I laugh in pain , only to turn around and start throwing up again . This time Carl coming behind me and holding back my braids while rubbing my back .
*knock knock knock *
"Go get the door Bub I'm fine " I say breathlessly looking back at him .
"U sure ur fine ? "
"Yes I'm fine now go get the door , could be important " I giggle as I put a hand on his face and looked him in the eyes . He nodded and went to the door as told .
I got up from the ground to brush my teeth with my spare tooth brush that was over here for emergency purposes and flushed the toilet , slowly walking down the stairs .
"Adamecs had 3 kids . Bank threw them out " I heard Carl faintly say from the stairs .
"I'm sorry to hear that , listen was your car towed this morning ? " a female voice asked .
"We don't have a car , so , no " I appeared behind Carl .
"U feelin better ? " he quickly whispered to me .
"Yea Bub I'm good . " I fake smiled returning my attention to whoever the fuck this is .
"Well our Range Rover was . All the parking signs on the south side of the street were moved to the north side , and their are heroin needles in the ally and serial rapist flyers. It's like the neighborhood went to shit over night . U know anything about it ? "
"No , sorry " Carl answered blankly .
"Hm.. FYI.. we don't scare easily " she whispered trying to scare us .
"Okay bye bitch " I say slamming the door . I heard a laugh behind me as I laid on the couch .
" what ? She was pissing me off " I say putting my hands in my braids .
"Yea lesbians now a days " he flopped onto the couch and put my legs on his lap as he turned on the tv . And all I could do was stare at him , I mean how could I not ?
"Hey .. I just wanna talking u about last night .. and for letting me borrow some clothes " I giggled . He looked at me and started rubbing my legs .
"Ofc sha'mya , ur my bestfriend . My fucking ride or die , I would do anything for u " I look at him and give him a big ass dorky smile and tackled him in a hug , him returning it almost immediately . In that moment everything was perfect . He was looking me in the eyes and I was looking into his , it felt like the world was moving in slow motion as everything started to make sense . I noticed he kept looking at my lips and I started to do the same . We slowly start to lean in our lips only inches apart .
"I AM A FUCKING WOMEEEEEN ! " debbies battle cry scream startled us both causing us to just away from eachother , both of us laughing nervously .
"I should get going , I need to shower and stuff ." I say quickly standing up ready to go out the back door . Before I could exit the door Carl grabbed my wrist softly .
"U comin back later ?" His raspy morning voice peaking through and by the look on his face he was very tired . I gave him a reassuring smile .
" why is that even a question ? " I say kissing his check shooting him the middle finger and him shooting one back as I walked out the door and on the way to my house .
I walked into my house inhaling the smell of death and weed along with Hennessy , not surprising . I walked up to my room and locked the door . I turned around to come face to face with the devil himself .
"Where have u been " he growls in my face .
"At the Gallagher's " I say waking pass him to my drawer to pull out clothes , hoping he'd leave the room .
"What I told u about going over there ? And who fuckin clothes u got on ? "
"nun of it got damn business Jeff " I felt my braids being yanked into his strong has cause me to groan in pain .
"Wtf u said ? " he whispers in my ear .
"Nothin pops". I whimper as he yanks harder , the devils song leaving his mouth . He pushed me onto the bed and started to hit me repeatedly making me scream out in pain until I couldn't scream nomo . As I laid there I heard the jiggling of a belt being unbuckled as a stay tear fell down my cheek .
"If u can act grown , then u shouldn't have no problem with this "
Again... fml
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