Chapter 5 ✨

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Sha'myas p.o.v

"Well since things are over with Matty , I figure it's best to be prepared for next time don't you ? "

I started my morning over at the Gallagher's and I will admit , I felt like complete shit . It's just I had a lot of stress on my lately and I'm not that good at hiding it .

Right now Fiona is making me something to eat cause I look pale but in reality I look worse then pale .  And debs is talking about her next sex in counter .

"I gotta run , Jesus u look like shit " the raspy voice of my bestfriend said as he walked over to kiss my head .

"Awe thx , u know how to make a girl blush " I say sarcastically .

"Huh ? When do u need to be somewhere ? " Debby says

"While ur sitting on your lazy ass I'll be at my job "

"What job ? " me and Fiona say in sync .

"I got hired at the fruit market "

"You only said that cause she handed u a piece of fruit . What would u even do there u can barley even walk " Debbie buds in .  The conversation was soon interrupted by a tall man with a beard entering the room .

"Oop" I say taking a sip of coffee .

" uh morning " he says

"Everyone ! This is gus . We got in late last night . That's Debbie , Carl , sha'mya , and Liam " she said as I stood up and stood behind Carl .

"Who are u again ? " I punched him in the shoulder causing him to hiss in pain .

"He's with Fiona stupid she's mentioned him like 20 times "

" boyfriend and girlfriend or just fuck buddies ? " i hit him in the shoulder once more .

"Ow ! Stop hitting me "

"I'll stop when u stop blurting shit out . " I thump his head .

"Welcome to my family "

A few moments later .

"Sir would u like more coffee ? "

I was at the diner with Fiona for the day . She didn't even want me out of her sight . After everything going on this week at home she wants a close eye on me . I haven't exactly told her what's been goin on but despite the bruise on my face she didn't need any explanation , all she knew is I'm not goin home tonight .

As I sat there eating pancakes al I could think about was Carl . My bubs got a job for him and I'm happy for him don't get me wrong ,  but he act like nobody spotted that grill out of the side of his pocket that Ik for a fact can not fit in his mouth . Ik something is up I just can't put my finger on it .

I'm snapped out of my thoughts as I see Fiona making her way to me causing me to put on a fake smile .

" hey sunshine ! How ya feelin" she says as she feels my forehead.

"Eh could be better , when can I leave this place . It's full of old people and perverts " I roll my eyes .

"Ik but I don't want u out of my sight , what if ur dad pops up ? " she whispers .

"The man never leaves the house Fiona , I'm safe In the streets . Matter of face can I please go for a walk ? This place is depressing . " I whine . She looks at me with a hard stare and I look at her with puppy eyes making her roll hers .

"Fine , but be back by the time my shift ends okay "

"Yessir ! Thx Fiona " I say hugging her as I walk Out the diner .

Now where the hell is this boy .

I was walking for what seemed like forever but still no sign of Carl , but I did run into a group of girls talking , one looking oddly like debs .

"A girl who had to rape a boy to get laid ? How does that work ? " the group of girls laughed as I took a step closer , shit that is debs .

" yo what the hells goin on ? " I yell walking up to them .

"Who's this tramp ? " the blonde laughed

"What the fuck u called me hoe ? " I yelled steppin to her face , only for Debbie to pull me back .

"Oh shut up , Debbie calm ur hood rat down . "

Oh bitch -

I laughed silently to myself and looked at debs and she looked back at me , she gave me the go as she punched the blonde and I went for the chick beside her . It wasn't a fair fight , 4 on 2 causing us to end up on the ground but soon a guy came to our rescue .

"Rapist bitch " I was about to launch myself at the blonde but held back by the boy , fuck was he strong .

"hey I gotta go , stay out of trouble debs " I say running down the street . Fuck that threw my time off . I still gotta find this Gallagher .

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