𝐃𝐞𝐛𝐭 || 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐰𝐨𝐨

8 | Let Me Understand You

Y/n POV

When I was doing a small amount of paperwork Sunwoo gave me, a creak called for me and Chenle's attention,

"Oh sorry to disturb you guys. I'm Jacob and dinner's ready." He smiled shyly and close the door. Me and Chenle went to the dining room hand in hand where everyone sat down.

Everyone looked composed and mannerful, although I did quite doubt they usually aren't like this. I mean who would smile awkwardly at me while poking each other's waist under the table?

Well that's them. Except for Sunwoo, Younghoon, Hwall, and Haknyeon.

I tried finding where to sit down and damn was I unlucky for today. The only empty seat available was the seat beside Sunwoo. I looked at Chenle and he was already chatting away with Hwall and another dude.

'The other dude must be Eric.' I thought but Sunwoo patted the seat beside him, calling for me.

I sat down awkwardly while saying "hi" to everyone and the guy beside me looked too shy to say it back. I was about to try greet him again but Sunwoo's ticklish voice ticked my ear,

"Don't bother saying hi to Chanhee hyung. Let's just enjoy dinner, shall we?" He asked and I nodded with a hot face.

While eating, I felt a hand pressing on my thigh and I looked down to see Sunwoo's hand. I glared at him with a sarcastic smile but he just smiled back, enjoying the moment.

My heartbeat felt unsteady and I tried removing Sunwoo's hand so that the others wouldn't notice, especially Chanhee who sits beside me,

"Uhm... can you pass me the meatballs?" Chanhee suddenly asked and I nodded nervously while reaching for the dish.

Suddenly, Sunwoo touched a part of my body I wouldn't have expected from him, making me moan softly...

"Ah~"

At one moment, my mind was blank but then it crossed my mind and sweat started to fall of my forehead. Thankfully, Sunwoo took back his hand but he didn't even help me out to explain myself. At this point, everything was up to me. To redeem my pride or to be forever in shame with this moment.

"Ah... you there!" I pointed at their leader, Sangyeon, to get rid of their attention at me and he pointed at himself

"M-me?"

"Yes you!" I repetead myself and sat down while giving Chanhee his meatballs

"What about me?"

"I think I saw you at my debut before!" I lied since I didn't know who my parents invited when I had my debut. But still, this was my only way out of Sunwoo's doings.

'Curse you, Sunwoo.'

"I guess you did remember me. After all, I was your last dance." Sangyeon winked and I got shivers

'These men are N A S T Y.'

"How come I didn't know of this?" Sunwoo asked grumpily and I just continued eating since I was free from his hands.

Like a moment ago, Sunwoo placed his hands on my thigh hardly, making a slap sound. I knew he intended this but I was very much disturbed since we were eating.

"What's your problem?" I asked annoyed

"You. Since you're done eating lemme talk to you." He said coldly while pulling me out of the dining room

"W-wait! Where are we going?!" I yelled through the halls but he ignored me. I kept my mouth shut, not until when we arrived at a velvet room and Sunwoo threw me at the king size bed.

"You were asking for a punishment yourself. Let's change the rules. I don't want other men to touch or talk to you." He said hovering above me

"But he's your friend!" I defended

"Oh so which side are you taking now?" Sunwoo mocked and I pouted angrily.

I started struggling under him but he held my arms in place effortlessly.

For a moment, I thought he was looking at me but he stared off the window emptily. I couldn't understand him. He could be sweet but also cold at the same time. It's confusing but it drives my curiousity crazy that makes me go after him.

"H-help me understand you." I requested all of a sudden

"What?"

"I want to know you better..." I quietly said and he smiled sincerely this time. He leaned in and kissed my forehead and said,

"I want to know you too and I'm sorry for letting my feelings take over."