Feeling love for the first time

On the roof

After the sleepover 1 month has passed. During that time Phyllis was the same to Misty. She tried to talk to her several times but she wasn't succeed. Phyllis was just Phyllis.

Alice and Misty's friendship grew more close. They met 4 times a week and they done a lot of things together. One day Misty helped her cook, one day they were just watched tv, one day they were at Phyllis' house, the other day they were at Alice's. They were laughing together a lot but they talked about their lifes and sorrows. But since the sleepover they haven't slept at each other again, and they haven't hugged each other. After they slept cuddling that day, both of them tried to keep a little distance between them. There were no arm smoothing, hands touching, nothing. Misty said the contras in herself like a mantra and Alice tried to convince herself that she just look at Misty as a friend.

This time Misty were at Alice's house again. They were sitting in the kitchen quite close to each other, closer than it would be normal with friends and were talking and chuckling.

"Noo I bet you were a fantastic pianist!" Misty chuckled and touched Alice's nearest lower arm which was lying on the table.

"Believe me when I say I was terrible. I only could play 2 songs and it took years to learn them." Alice chuckled as well and she put her other hand on Misty's which were on her lower arm. They were really close to each other.

"But I'm sure those 2 songs were the most beautiful ones in that time. They would have been my favourites!" She smiled and smoothed Alice's arm.

"You haven't even lived in that time" she couldn't do anything else just chuckling and gazing into Misty's eyes.

"Ha-ha sorry I forgot about how old lady you are" she teased her. Alice played with her and she pretended to be offended. She pulled away from her.

"Okay, okay if you say so" and she turned her head while she made an offended face.

Misty knew that she was playing and she joined. She smiled and reached out to grab Alice's lower arm again.
"You know that I was kidding, I'm sorryyyyyy" and with that she kissed the corner of Alice's lips.

By this movement both of them freezed. They dropped out of they play and looked at each other. Misty's eyes widened while Alice looked at her with a half opened mouth and a shocked face.
Misty immediately stood up.
"I'm so sorry" and she ran out of the house.

Alice put her hand on the spot where Misty kissed her and she exactly knew what she felt now. Sadness about Misty because she thought Alice didn't reciprocate the feeling and desire to kiss the girl properly. 'I like her a lot, I just simply can't deny it longer. What will I tell to Buck? Should I even tell him? It's so strange that I like her. Phyllis will hate me. What should I do?'
But she decided to go after the girl and after they talked they will find a resolution.

Misty was sitting in the roof. She climbed out of her window. She sat at the back of the house's roof so nobody could see her. However it was already dark, so if she was sitting the front of the house nobody could she her as well.
So she was sitting on the roof with her knees curled up, she embraced them with her arms and cried. Tears were running down on her cheeks like waterfall. 'I screwed up. Shit, she will never talk to me ever again. Her face was so shocked. Shit what have I done?! She must think I just used her and our friendship is not even real. I'm so fucked up.' She were sobbing harshly. Then she heard movements and when she looked up there was a person who was sitting next to her and staring at the dark distance. It was Alice. Then Misty looked at the dark nothing as well.

"Phyllis told me you are in your room. When I entered I heard sobbing but you were nowhere. Then I realized the window is open so I though you must be here." Alice explained while she was shaking a little from the nervousness.

"You found me" Misty gave up. She thought the sorrys will not do anything in this situation. So she decided she will listen what Alice wanted to say. They looked at each other.

"I found you" but when Alice said this it seemed like she meaned it differently. She looked at Misty's eyes and she reached for Misty's hand. Misty didn't understand what was happening but she let Alice to held her hand. Alice laiced their fingers but her eyes never left Misty's. "I found you" she repeated. This time Misty saw that there were tears in Alice's eyes.
Both of them gulped and their heartbeats quickened.

"What do you mean?" Misty whispered in barely audible tone.

"I mean I liked what you did to me before you ran away" she whispered as well.

"Really?"

"Really."

Then they stared into each other's eyes for long seconds when Misty started to lean closer. Alice copied her and she leaned closer too. She was shaking. She has never kisses anybody beside her husbond and she kissed him because she had to nit because she wanted to. But now she wanted to kiss Misty. A girl. Phyllis' niece. But she didn't care in that moment. She just wanted to feel the girl's lips on hers. Her heart was racing, they were inches apart. They closed their eyes and Misty smoothed Alice's cheeks with her hand and Alice gave a light gasp to this. Then Misty held her jaw with both of her hands. She felt her heart will jump out of it's place and felt butterflies in her stomach. Then she slowly closed the gap between their lips. Their kiss was slow and exploring as their shaking lips captured. Then Misty pulled away and looked into Alice's eyes. Alice reconnected their lips but this time it was more passionate. She snaked her arms around Misty's waist and they kissed like their lifes depends on it. Misty licked Alice's bottom lip and she gave her the permission to entrance. Their tounges danced with each other and then were fighting for dominance. When they calmed down after this long kiss they looked into the other's eyes.

"I wanted to do this for so long ago" Misty whispered.

"Me too" she whispered too and touched their foreheads against the other.

"What sould we do now? Aren't you on the STOP ERA side? What will be Phyllis' reaction if you quit? If you want to at all."

"I definitely will quit but I don't know how yet. Maybe I will appear less and less meetings. I don't really know."

"It's okay. I just want you to know that I will be at your side anything you choose. It makes me happy if you're happy" she gave her lips a little kiss.

"It makes me happy too if you're happy." Alice smiled and gave Misty a little longer kiss.

"We should go inside. Do you want to sleep here?" Misty asked smilingly as she climbed in the window and reached for Alice to help her.

"It would be nice but Phyllis would be suspicious. Tomorrow come over to me. Buck won't be home couse he's going to a conference. But don't worry I planning to divorce." She climbed in the window with Misty's help. Misty nodded then embraced her thightly.

"I care about you so much Alice" she breathed in her scent.

"I truly care about you too Misty we'll meet tomorrow" then she kissed her again and went out of the door, down on the stairs and out of the house.