Feeling love for the first time

Talking at home

The next morning Misty woke up and she was thinking about the previous night. Alice was so nice to her and they had really good conversations all night. But it was a little strange when Alice suddeny pulled from their embrance and went home after this. 'Maybe she regretted that she helped me. Oh shit I admitted her that I'm lesbian. I really hope she won't tell Phyllis. Can I trust her? And what is she thinking about me? I bet she will keep distance between us from now. Great Misty you made it. I will never drink alcohol again. It makes me too honest.'
Then she stood up and went downstairs to the kitchen where Phyllis ready waited her with breakfast.

"Good morning Misty. I made you some baguette, you can eat them but I have to go and arrange some things. Alice will come over about 3 pm. Alright?" Phyllis didn't look at her, she were washing up a glass. Despite her loving words her tone was strict and emotionless.

"Sure it's fine. Phyllis I want to ask you something." Misty started hesitatingly.

"Go ahead."

"Will you make time for me in this 4 months or we won't talk at all and you will avoid me just like in the two previous days and to be honest like everytime we meet since then?" She asked with desperation in her voice.

"We don't talk about that day. I don't want to hear you mention it once again. Excuse me." she said with hurt and she stormed out of the room and left the house.

'Great. I will try though. I want to talk with her.' Misty thought. She sat down and she ate the baguette. It was her favourite food and she felt happiness in her soul because Phyllis knew that. 'Maybe she doesn't hate me that much...'
Then she went to the terrace and listened to the birds chiripping and she enjoyed the nature. Couple of hours later Alice knocked on the door and Misty went there to open it. She greeted Alice and let her in.

"So... what should we do today? Did Phyllis give you some task or anything?" Alice asked with a smile on her face. 'Misty's so pretty today as well'.

"No she didn't give me any instructions. Maybe we could listen to music and talk here." And she pointed to the sofa what was in the livingroom. Alice agreed and sat down on it. "One mintue, I bring here my music speaker and my Fleetwood Mac cd. Damn, they are so cool." She ran up on the stairs.
Alice was sitting and her eyes widened for the swearing what the other girl made but she thought it was kinda aborable to be this passionate for a band.
Misty appeared again and put the cd on the player.

"I have never heard them." Alice chuckled.

"Nooo waaay they are the best of all time. This is my favourite song, Rhiannon." She gushed and sat next to Alice and started to whisper the lyrics "Takes to the sky like a bird in flight and who will be her lover..... Stevie Nicks is so goddamn good." She chuckled and elbowed on the back of the couch.

Alice just sat there with straight back and her hands were resting on her own knees, her heart was racing and she was looking at Misty. 'She behaves so naturally. Everything about her is so natural. Her laugh, her voice, her hair, her eyes, there was no make up on it... her lips... What am I thinking about??!' And she removed her eyes from the girl's lips immediately.

"They are really good. I have never herad them before but I definitely will listen them from now." She tried to look calm but it wasn't her strenght. She looked down on her hand and chuckled nervously.

"Hey Mrs Macray what's wrong? You don't have to be nervous around me if it is the problem. I ain't bite" she chuckled and searched for Alice's eyes.

"I'm sorry It's just.. Phyllis told me some things about you and I prepared for a mannerless, rude girl but you're so kind to me and I just try to puzzle the pieces." She chuckled nervously and she didn't want to look at the girl.

"I don't want to know what Phyllis told you about me and I don't really know why she angry with me, but I'm sure those statements wasn't true. And uh... uh. About yesterday... please don't tell Phyllis what I said to you. As I told you yesterday there are just 2 people besides you who know aboht this and I don't really want her or anybody to find out." She pleaded to her.

"It's okay I wont tell anybody. Ca-Can I share with you a secret too? Then we will be equal." Alice looked into her eyes for a second then she looked down to her knees again. Misty nodded to her.
"Everybody knows about my relationship with Buck as a fairy tale. They think we are so in love and have always been. But the truth is when I were 19 I have dated with Buck for 6 months but we had never touched each other. I didn't let him to. I was disgusred. Then my mother forced me to kiss him and to marry him because of his family status and his property. We have 4 kids because my mother forced me to give birth to her grandchildren to be someone who will inherit Buck's property. I have never been in love, and I lie to myself and everybody, every day in all hour. This is my big secret." She finished in a whisper and looked sadly to her knee when Misty put her hand to Alice's lower arm.

"Thank you for sharing this with me. You can always trust me and if you want to talk with somebody I will be there. Okay?" Then Alice looked up to Misty's eyes with tears in her own. "Thank you Misty, you can trust me too" She whispered and they locked their gaze for a long moment. Both of their heart beated really fast and Alice gulped.

"Do you want to watch a film?" Misty asked smilingly and tried to seem confident while let go Alice's lower arm. "We could turn on the Tv and search for something."

"Yes sure" Alice wiped away her tears what geatherd in her eyes and looked away.

Misty turned the TV on and they startes to watch something black and white. It was a romantic movie.
Alice pulled her legs up on the couch and about in the middle of the film she went closer to Misty and put her head on her shoulder. Misty smiled by this and she put her head on top of Alice's. They felt warm in their chests.

'It feels so right to be with her in this position. Her smell is so nice... what is happening to me? Why have I these feelings and thoughts. If she wasn't a girl I would say I'm interested in her and attracted to her. But it can't be possible right? It can't be the case. I'm straight right?' Alice thought while she snuggled her closer.

'Alice is so damn cute. Her whole human being is an adorable nugget. I could cuddle to her all day and all night. I want to touch and kiss her so much. Shit there's no denial in me for much longer. I like her. So what? But she's straight... at least I think so... I don't know where can it goes.' Misty carefully looked at her then Alice looked at Misty as well. Their faces were inches apart and they stared at each other's eyes. Alice's heart was beating really fast that she thought it will stop and she will die. Misty lowered her gaze to Alice's lips when suddenly the front door opened and there was a loud doorshot. Phyllis arrived.
They pulled away from each other immediately and both of them stood up. Phyllis found them in the room.

"I'm back. What have you two done while I was away?" She asked couse it was dark in ther room just the TV gave them a little light.

"W-we were watching t-the TV. N-Nothing much" Alice was really nervous it was written all over her face.

"Alright then. I finish my things in the working room. You can go home Alice if you want to. Misty you could help me if it's alright for you." Her voice were softer than her previous conversatin with Misty about THAT day.

"Alright I go now" Alice started to walk out of the room but she looked at Misty one more time and smiled her shyly. "Goodbye"

"Goodbye Mrs Macray, thank you!" Misty smiled to her but she was a little distracted too. Alice went away and she followed Phyllis to her work room.

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