Who's the other girl

25

I was going to surprise Lauren about starting the process of trying for a baby, early.

We already had our eyes set on a donor and I had already secretly gone through with it in hopes to announce the pregnancy after the wedding.

So here I am with a positive pregnancy test in my hand.

I couldn't contain my excitement.

I quickly hid the tests as Demi came in with her makeup kit.

"What was that?" She questioned me.

"What was what?" I played dumb.

"You know what I'm talking about." She eyeballed the box on the vanity.

"You can't tell anyone if I show you, okay?" Demi nodded and I showed her the tests.

"Lauren and I wanted to try after the wedding but I knew she couldn't wait so I did it as quick as I could." Demi congratulated me and hugged me.

"Aww! That's so cute! I'm so happy for you, Y/N!" I smiled and put the tests back in the box, wrapping the gift for Lauren.

Demi did my makeup, Keana doing my hair.

Lucy helped me into my dress and Ashley was sobbing when she saw me.

I chuckled at my sister, handing her the bouquet of roses.

My family and Lauren's family were here. Everyone we knew was here.

I calmed my nerves as the music started.

I walked down the isle, my eyes locking on Lauren's.

A tear fell down her cheek.

She looked so beautiful. Her hair was down in its natural waves, her dress hugging her so perfectly.

Lauren did something unexpected. She grabbed a diamond tiara and placed it on my head.

"Perfect." I blushed and looked down.

We said our vows, shedding a few tears.

"if anyone can show just cause why this couple cannot lawfully be joined together in matrimony, let them speak now or forever hold their peace." Camila stood.

"I object." Lauren looked horrified.

"I love you, Lauren! I know you love me." Lauren hesitated.

I slid my hands out of Lauren's.

Everyone was watching.

Tears fell down my cheeks as I ran out of there as fast as I could.

I heard the voices of my bridesmaids calling after me.

My dress was ripped, my heels long forgotten as I climbed a tree.

I watched as Demi talked with Lauren.

"She's pregnant, Lauren! She wanted to fucking surprise you!" Lauren sobbed into her hands.

"Lauren..." Camila tried to comfort the green eyed girl.

"No! Don't touch me, Camila! You did this! I hate you! I don't love you, I love Y/N!" Lauren sobbed out, falling to her knees and sobbing.

I stayed in the tree. I was in the forest, my dress covered in dirt and leaves.

"Y/N, there you are." I heard Ashley's voice.

I only curled up more against the willow tree.

"She loves you, Y/N. Not Camila. Camila was in the past, a fling for Lauren. I know because they talked before she got with Brad again. Camila was desperate for love, for comfort." I shook my head, burying my face in my hands.

"I don't want to talk about it." I rested my head on the trunk of the willow tree.

"Come on. It's cold out here." Ash grabbed my hand and I sighed as I followed her off of the tree.

"Y/N! There you are! I was worried sick!" My parents embraced me in a hug.

At the sound of my name, Lauren looked up.

I felt her eyes on me as Demi brought me inside.

"Y/N, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me, I shouldn't have done that. I just- I love Lauren..." Camila cried.

I couldn't help my actions.

I slapped her.

"I deserved that." She spoke, cupping her stinging cheek.

I turned my back to her and went up the stairs of the place Lauren and I were supposed to be staying the night.

Demi helped me undress, knowing I wasn't in the right mindset to be alone.

She ran a bath for me and sighed when she saw my bump.

I stared at the wall, trapped in my thoughts.

My thoughts were cut short by the sound of Lauren's voice.

Demi stood up, going to give us space.

"Babe, I'm so so-"

"Shut up." I cut her off.

"Excuse me?" I glared at her.

"I don't want to hear it. Undress and get in with me or leave." I turned my back to the girl.

I was testing her. I'm sure she knew that.

When I heard her start to undress I couldn't help the smile that found my lips.

I immediately stopped smiling and turned to Lauren when she sat behind me in the tub.

I cupped her cheek.

No words were exchanged.

She leaned into my touch.

I broke the silence. "Who do you love, Lauren?" I asked, her eyes searching my features to try to find what I was feeling.

I kept my stone cold glare.

"I love you."

"Who are you in love with?" I asked, watching as she brought her hand up to cup my cheek.

"I'm in love with you." I could see the honestly in her eyes.

I brought my other arm slowly up her arm.

I felt as the goosebumps formed on her skin at my touch.

"Then leave." I turned away from her.

"W-What?" I could hear the pain in her voice.

"If you love me that much, than you'll leave." I felt her shuffle behind me a bit.

Lips pressed against my neck, arms wrapping around my waist.

"I love you." I couldn't help but relax into her touch.

"I love you, Lauren." She left.

I spent my first night in two years alone.