Joined

Confession.

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I wake up to a feeling of warmth against my back. I assumed it was YangYang this time. He always likes to cuddle with me and fall asleep. I slowly turn around to see his precious face once more.

"I love you so much and I wouldn't do anything to hurt you, baby,"

"I know,"

"Baby...? What would you do if I fucked another member?"

"Nothing. I can't change your sexual feelings for some of the members. But...who is it?"

"Ten...I was drinking last night and I heard some of the members come down into the kitchen so I hid in the pantry. I over heard that they all wanted me. Since the others left it was only Ten and Kun left when I walked out. I was already super horny because of the alcohol and when I...we just smoked and fucked. I'm sorry for not being loyal,"

"It's okay. But as long as you don't go out and fuck some random gang member,"

"I could never," I hug him knowing everything was okay.

After a few minutes of hugging him he asks me the most weirdest question that could escape his lips.

"Was he good?"

"Y-yes,"

"Did he hurt you?"

"No,"

"I didn't know you liked choking..."

"Well it was something new and I actually enjoyed it,"

"At least Ten could do it. I'm such a wimp, I could never hurt you,"

"Says the one who slammed me on the mat multiple time during my training,"

"That's different. That's for training and you have to cope with that,"

"I feel like a huge wave of relief washed over me,"

"You act like I was going to go all lunatic on you,"

"I did. I never knew you'd be so calm about this,"

"As long as Ten doesn't hurt you I'm okay,"

"I still love you, okay?"

"I still love you too,"

I take it upon myself and get on top of him. I hug him tightly, never wanting to let go.

"I love you so much. Never forget me Dani," I could hear how he choked on his words.

I felt like crying also but I held it in for his sake.

"Never ever. You made such a lasting impact on me,"

"Can we go back to sleep like this?"

"Yeah skipping dinner is with it,"

I woke up with the sun beaming through the curtains. I turn around in the bed expecting YangYang to be there but he wasn't once again. I decided to just text him instead of being overly dramatic about it.

Me: You alive?

YangYang: Yeah u?

Me: Yurp!

YangYang: Taeong asked me to send you to his office

Me: Kay be there in 10

I groggily get up and set foot into my closet. I pull on a hoodie and leggings since the AC was on high in my room. I. Head down to Taeyong's office in no time but when I got there he was crying. Why?

"Yongie? What's wrong?" I crouched down to look at him.

"Just hold me,"

I brung him down to the floor and he rested his head on my chest. He hugged me tightly from the side while his body shook with sobs. I was scared not knowing what was wrong but I never questioned him at all.

"Tae...look at me," I lift up his chin and stare into his puffy brown eyes. "Why are you crying?"

"My little sister died,"

"Oh...I'm so sorry," I wasn't the best in these situations but I managed to make everyone feel better.

He heaved and stifled his whimpers until they were all gone. He sat there and so did I. We sat there for a while until he got up and pulled me up with him.

"Don't you ever leave,"

"I won't. I promise,"

I make my way to hug him again and pull him in close. I was so grateful to be sharing this moment with him. I felt somewhat closer him than ever but I remembered that I had to go out WINWIN for some bubble tea.

"Tae...I have to go for now but I'll be back okay?"

He nods and I let go. I take one more glance at him and left to go put some shoes on. I pull on my black Balenciaga's and a hat and texted WINWIN I was ready to go.

SiCheng: I'm downstairs, waiting on u

I rush downstairs and pulled WINWIN along to finally go get some tea.