Grade school.
I was bullied. I tried telling my dad but he said..
"Malaki kana. Sumbong ka sa guro niyo. wag sakin"
Masakit sakin. Kasi. Diba daddy is a daughters knight in shinning armor?
Umabot ang pambubully sakin ng grade 6..kasabay nito ang pananakit sakin ng daddy ko. He cuss on me. Maliit na bagay lamang ang mga nagagawa ko.. palo ng belt abot ko sakanya..
Minsan nga... Pasimple umiiyak ako. Wala sakin pumapansin. Syempre. Prey ako ng mga bully.
High school.
Akala ko., titigil na ang mga pangungutya pero mali ako.
Section 6 ako nung High School. Smart Right? I thought dad would be happy. And might appreciate my section. But ....
"Sus. Pag dating ng second year bagsak ka."
I lost hope. I gave up.
Bully na nga abot ko sa school. Sa bahay ganun din.
I never study. I failed. And yes. From Section 6, a DOST STUDENT to a rebel and LAST SECTION student.
My life changed.
A LOT.
Because of....... the serious beating my dad gave me. Sometimes he would leave marks and scars from his beating.
I walked very slow. Very hurted. NOt physically but emotionally and mentally
Because of that, I felt anger, hatred and pity and the only solution I thought of is joining a Gang. There i can be my self. I was not even hurt by the iniciation. Numb na ako. They were happy with me. They made me laugh, smile and happy. Atlast my nakakapansin na sakin.
I was strong. My punches. My kicks. I changed a lot. But still. I love my family. Except.. my dad.
One night umuwi ako sa bahay, galing kaming tambayan.. Chill lang ba.
"Bwisit! Bakit ka ba binubully! Sino ba yun! Pupunta ako!" Sigaw ng ama ko sa kapatid ko na kasalukuyang High Scholer.
My dad was mad. Furious! And i don't know why I mean... It's just bullying, malaki na si Hyun kalalaking tao sumbungero eh. Ako nga nun...
