Flammingeos : I Love You

Chapter 20

PILLOW TALK
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It's been 2 days since i have been at Jesse's, Ethan Left we all went to drop him off and Luc been coming every day to see how I'm doing, for the past 2 days we slept in different rooms. Jesse and I and today was the 3rd day it was night and i couldn't sleep, i decided to go to his room, i lightly knocked and open a little crack on his door. I could see him trying to see through that crack from his bed with his phone in his hands.

"Jade i know it's you stop being a creep" he laughed

"Um no it's not" i said  it with a deep voice and hit my head realising that what i did was stupid..

"Jade what are you doing?"

"well um, I can't sleep"

"Just come in you weirdo and stop being a creep" he let out a laugh after..

"are you decent"

"Jade, gosh just come in"

I slowly opened the door and walked in. It was freezing old that night so i wrapped my self with a blanket. As i approached him slowly his
arms were wide open. So i smiled and
Walked a bit fast then i laid down next to him. So now we were facing each other.

"What's with the blanket?"

"It's cold."

"take it out, join me in mine and we can be warm together"  he smiled at me.

I removed it and he took it down to his side and pulled his blanket and placed it on me. I placed my hand on a pillow and laid my head on top of them. Facing Jesse and he did the same.

"So weren't you texting?"

"Yes, yes i was".

"Why did you stop?"

"They can wait, they aren't here in person like you are" I smiled then said

"Jesse sometimes you are cute, sometimes very sweet, sometimes you are hard to read, and sometimes you are distant. All I'm trying to say is i don't know exactly what you really want from me."

He was just there staring at me smiling and then he took a breath and let it out.

" it's because, i don't want to get hurt, that's why my reactions kinda look bipolar."

"Hurt? You know i wouldn't do that, you mean a lot to me"

"You say that but sometimes you seem like you holding back, you give me all these green flags but you still look like you don't want to give in at the same time."

And just like that he was right. Jesse didn't give me any reason to doubt to be with him. It was me all along, i was holding back because i still was thinking about Geo, but i really wanted to move forward. So i decided to say the unthinkable..

" I will come To LA with you"

"wait are you for real?"

"yes, i want to see where this thing goes, i mean I'm trying to figure us"

"Me too, i just don't want us to be friends, i want us to be more, if you let me"  He started caressing my cheek with his hand, i closed my eyes and touched his hand.

"Is it okay if i kiss you?"

He smiled and pulled me close to him, my body was touching his and his nose touching mine. He then kissed me asking for entrance, with out hesitation i let him in. He pulled me to be on top of him. So now i was on top and he was laying down, still making out and the then touched my butt and squeezed it... His kisses were passionate but soft. It like he had been waiting to kiss me like this for years. He then made us switch places now he was on top and i was laying down. He started kissing my neck and my shoulders then he slightly pulled my tank top up kissing my tummy.

"ouch"

"Shit I'm i hurting you?"

"i still have tummy aches a little after the whole incident"

"I'm sorry"  he pulled my tank back down and moved off of me laying the other side of the bed, facing up with one hand rested behind his head and the other on his chest.

"Nooo don't stop"

"Next time, when you are all better" he chuckled.

"Nooo Jesse?"  he looked at me and pulled me to his chest. So my head was rested on his chest. He kissed the top of my head and played with my hair.

"Next time"

"sigh fine"

"did you actually say sigh?"

"Yes i wanted you to know that i am sighing"
He laughed and said.

"You are sooo weird JellyBean"

We ended up talking about so many things that just popped up in our heads and fell asleep.