Flammingeos : I Love You

Chapter 29

Last confession?
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Geo and i been getting along if anything we even started to hang at as we did in the beginning fighting about food playing video games. Watching him make videos i told him i couldn't be in his videos because of Jesse. We were half way done with our research work too 2 months passed we were remaining with 2 more months until we finish school. So some Friday morning in class Geo invited me to his frat party well every one was invited but he asked me to come.

"So are you coming?"

"I will see"

"Not that again"

"What?"

"Where you become no fun Jade. Alex and Nick can come you know"

"Yeah but i don't know"

"Just come"

"Fine" Geo has this thing where by if you say no he will constantly keep asking you to say yes or just show up and make you do things you totally decline.

So he smiled and left. Alex leaned and said yeah we are going to that party. I honestly didn't want to go especially with out Jesse it felt weird going to a frat party knowing what normally happens.

So later that day around 10.. I got ready i just wore basic and not party clothes. I wore ripped Jeans and a grey sweat shirt with 2 stripes on my arm and Vans in Grey. I brushed my hair and rocked it in a bun. I went to Alex's room she was still getting ready getting all dolled up, she was wearing a short tight dress in black, she wore a demin Jacket on top and did her makeup and let her hair down, she was looking sexy so i looked at how basic i looked but still didn't care, Nick came in he was wearing a baseball jacket with a hoddie he didn't zip up so inside was a white shirt, he wore Blue Jeans and white all stars. They all looked nice made me look too basic.

"Yall guys make me look basic" they both laughed and Nick said

"Well you didn't want to dress up"

"Yeah i thought you guys weren't gonna dress up"

"Sure we weren't" Alex said sarcastically.

I rolled my eyes and as soon as she was done we started off going to the house. So many people were outside the house. Some where fighting, some kissing, some just being soo horny in public I'm guessing they had too much to drink. So we made our way inside. Nick and Alex disappeared as usual i was left alone.

"Hey mama wonna dance?" some rando, shirt less guy asked me.

"No thank you"

"Come on i will show you some good time"

"I said no just leave me alone" he started pulling me onto him and Geo showed up from no where.

"She said she doesn't want to man, leave her alone or i will kick you out"

"Oh sorry Geo i didn't know she was with you" Geo just looked at him and the random guy just left.

"Thank you"

"No biggie, i saw you from the couch over there I'm with the boys"

"Oh i see, i haven't talked to them in awhile"

"Come say hi to them"

"No I'm fine"

"Jade"

"geez Geo" we went to where the guys are they were girls too around. Like every guy had a girl beside him. They guys cheered and said hi.

"We miss you our Gamer queen" said Bryce teasing me by raising his hands and waving them up and down. I laughed and placed my hand on my mouth. Geo pulled me from my waist to sit down. There was some alcohol on the table, there was beer, wine, spirits and some punch.

Geo didn't even ask what i was gonna take he gave me wine in a blue disposable cup. Then gave me

"This is the lightest cause i know how you don't like alcohol as much" after all this time he still remembered i don't like alcohol i found it sweet so I smiled and took the cup. The guys where just talking then Geo whispered.

"You wonna get out of here?"

"Geo i-"

"I know you have a boyfriend, just want to hang the two of us"

"okay" i agreed because when Geo is drunk he becomes Honest Geo and he keeps his word. So we got up, he didn't say anything to his friends and we just left. We went up stairs he said he had to get his car keys so, we went he took out a key and opened his door.

"Did you lock your room?" I chuckled

"Yes people could steal my stuff or i don't know fuck on my bed" I laughed and then we got in he got his car keys locked his room and we went down stairs straight to his car. At this moment as much as everyone would say being with a people that is drunk or tipsy isn't safe i felt safe to the fact i didn't even think about Alex and Nick.

"Where are we going?" he looked at me smiled then looked back at the road

"You'll see"

Then i noticed the root we were taking it was the little mountain him and I liked going just to see the streets look so beautiful.

"I know where we are going" he smiled again but this time his eyes where on the road. We finally got to our spot and we got out of the car and just looked at the city from our few. I closed my eyes and breathed in.

"i missed this place"

"Yeah me too"

"you always come here what are you talking about"

"well i stopped after with everything because when i came here i remembered us here"

"Oh" i didn't know what to say after he said that. He was standing at leaning on the handrail and said.

"I hope he treats you better than i could ever and I'm happy that you happy" he reached for his pocket and took out the promise ring he gave me and held it in front of his face and said.

"I never gave it to anyone, not even candy. Because i don't think anyone is deserving as you, well maybe i haven't found her yet" he put it in his fist and placed it back in his pocket.

"Geo i think you had too much to drink maybe we should go back"

"Nah i want you to listen to me, it's the last time i will ever express my self to you my love? My feelings for you & then i will move on, because truth is i keep holding on to you even if it's impossible right now." he took deep breaths whilst still leaning on the handrail he didn't make eye contact with me the whole time he was looking at the city view. Then he said.

" I love you, always will, always have. I never have felt so much feelings for one person. And everyday it breaks my heart that i can't hold you like the way i did before. If I'm being honest candy was a re bound. I needed to feel something again so i decided to get back with her. The heart is the most delicate Jade, it makes you do the pettiest things in life. Sometimes we just have to shut our hearts and reason with our minds and not heart." he took the ring out and looked at it and threw it away.

" Geo!!!! " i screamed because i knew how much that ring was worth. I ran at him and pushed him back.

" What do you think you are doing? "

" Its not worth to keep if the person that it originally was for doesn't need it" i looked at him and touched his face with both my hand and our foreheads met and i closed my eyes and then i hugged him. This felt very right at the moment we hugged for what seemed like 10 mins then i let go. Geo has always made me feel like i matter more than anyone has not even Jesse. It could be the liquor talking but I love Geo more than everything in the world. We both let go of each other then he went to the car and got inside and just leaned and closed his eyes.

"I just need a little nap before we head back" He said and i nodded then as soon as he closed his eyes. I took my phone lit my torch and went looking for the ring eventually i found it and kept it. Later that night we went back to campus he dropped me off and left