Lucina's Insta

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Feel it cutting into me, the doubting, painful, knife
Feel it deepening the rift, finally hit just right
Couldn't take the love I had, so weak and burning low
But it grew into a weapon, only hurting me, this I know...

Is nonfiction

So good with numbers; science, math I like
But I'm terrible at English, so I despise
This part of me that wants a simple "right or wrong"
And I feel that everything I choose will always be false

And today
This homework
About me
A blank sheet
Accomplished
Content with
This life I
Will now live
'Til I think,
Why are we
Just sometimes,
No always
Saying how we're sad and
Saying how we're lonely?

Can you even read the blackboard, written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?
Can you find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?!
Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how?!
It's not like I care now!

Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime
And again, hypnotically swimming through time
Behind the power and guards I put up
I hide...
Knowing they had long died

From problems
My resolve
Just can't solve
That homework
Accomplished
Content with
This life I
Will now live
'Til I think
And he speaks
That demon
Inside us
Saying "Let me just leave"
Saying "Someone kill me!"

Can you even read the blackboard, written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy?
Can you find the one who dyed his red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?!
Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?
Did we really choose it right saying we're okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how?!
Hey, just tell me how?!

Can you even say the formula of area now?
Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?
Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up and die?
Hey, who could it be?
No, it's gotta be...!

Just open up your eyes, why don't you grow up and see?
But what the hell is "growing up" and tell me when will I be?!
Can a single person out there just explain it to me?
Hey just tell me how?!
It's not like I care now!

Lucina stood on her desk screaming out these lyrics, bashing the American school system while the teacher was out for her smoke break.

     The rest of the class nodded and jumped out of their seats running down the halls while screaming the song, exposing the school system.

     You...?