Her Change

Chapter 2

Ceanna pov

I woke up from another nightmare about that night. The night that changed everyone. The night that has passed but still haunts me every night. The reason for my emptiness. The reason for my negligence of love from my brothers. The night where my parents went to the light leaving me here in pain with my brothers. It also made me who I am right now. I learnt to share my love with everyone to at least see someone happy. Seeing smiles on peoples faces because of me warmed my heart. It also kept me busy from my dark thoughts. The same thoughts that come out when I'm all alone mostly at night. The dark thoughts that are the reason for my insomnia.

My brothers. Two words that bring a constant heaviness on my heart. The main reason for my emptiness. Ever since my parents were brutally murdered, my brothers were emotionally dead. They didn't show any emotions at all. The last time I spoke to them was when they informed me of my parents death. It breaks my heart to see them all closed off. I wish I could help them but...

you can't help someone who doesn't want help.

My brothers even before would rarely show emotions in public because of the family we are born to but before they wouldn't ever hesitate to show emotion to me. So when they all became closed off suddenly, I was empty. I felt numb. I still feel numb when I'm all alone. That's why I like to keep busy. I normally like to take lots of different college courses even though I'm 12 my IQ is pretty high. I have no intention of bragging but i have lots of degrees in different subjects one of them being business. You might be wondering why don't I just graduate high school. Well I have graduated high school but I want to be with my best friend Aria.

Aria and I have been bestfriends from childhood. Her parents passed away a long time ago from a shooting and her brothers take care of her.Her brother is also my brother's second in command in the mafia .

Oh did I tell you that my family leads the mafia and my brother is the Italian mafia leader. He inherited it and the company from my father after his death. My dad inherited it from his father so you could say it has been passed down for generations.

My mother was also a mafia princess. Her father, my grandfather, is also the leader of the Spanish mafia. My grandfather is known for being a cold and heartless monster and grandma was the only one who could tame him along with mom and ever since they died he's gotten even more colder but I didn't see him like that. I saw him as a person who longs to be loved and just misses his wife and daughter. Grandpa is also that shows any affection to me. He makes me feel loved and cared for. The only reason for my courage and strength is grandpa. Normally whenever I stay with grandpa, which is a lot of times, he teaches me a lot of lessons about life. My grand uncle ( my granpa's brother is a very famous CEO of a multi billionaire company and also an important part of my life. He along with my grandpa can make me change my mind on anything. He also teaches me how to run and start a business and brings me along to get many strong influences in the business world which I have now got a big amount of. It was a little hard convincing them but they believed me once I showed them my abilities in the meetings. Normally to protect myself I wear a mask since my grandpa's, grand uncles's and brothers' enemies amount to a lot of people wishing for my death.

I think him teaching me this and the lack of love and affection from my brothers was the reason for my constant thoughts of running away and starting a new life where I don't have to worry about my brothers. A life where I can be free from my constant nightmares. The only thing that's stopping me from running away is my grandpa and my grand uncle. If they find out I'm leaving they would do a lot to convince me to stay and it would most definitely change my mind. So I have secretly started my own business from getting very strong and influential investors who I aquatinted with over the years and they have been sworn to secrecy to never reveal my identity. In the business world I'm known as the mysterious tycoon that's taking the world by a storm as it says in the news paper. Now all I have to wait for is another week where both my grandpa and his brother are going to go away abroad on business, leaving the perfect escape time for me.

Hi!! Most of the ending was down on my phone so if there are any mistakes feel free to correct them in the comment section. Sorry for not updating sooner, I was not sure how to write this chapter and it took a lot of time. I'll see you next time. Stay alive. Hi I just felt the need to add the quote at the top as it describes Ceanna's thoughts on her relationship with her brothers. The next chapter is coming soon and is about her leaving.

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