Have you ever thought you were born a mistake? Everything you touched goes bad. Even when you try to do things right, you still hear voices in your head that telling you that you are not good enough ! Your childhood was awful and every relationshi...
Never knew love could hurt this way. I don't know why for one minute I really believed i could have a normal life. I guess I just wanted it so bad. I remember growing up and my dad telling me I was a princess. When i grow up I am going to find my prince charming. I guess I was told a fairy tale. For one second in my life I wanted to feel like someone really gave a fuck about me. Love me for me. Accepted me for who I am. Flaws and all.
Of course you were told a fairy tale. Silly who believed in fairy tales. Do you know where you come from? Do you remember who you are. Little ghetto girl from around the way. That why he kiss that girl in front of you. Your nothing. Something like shit on the bottom of my shoes. You sat there and let that girl kiss all over your boyfriend. Such a coward, There nothing you could have done about it said the voices in my head.
I wish these voices go away already. I hate taking medication but i knew that was the only option I had. As i got up my phone buzzed. I hope it wasn't liar boy. I had so many words I wanted to say to him. Right now it wouldn't be best to express how i felt. I was going to just turn my phone off. But i thought it could be anyone one happened if my mom needed to get in touched with me
Oh wow Beauty was texting me. 3 missed text. I hated that I was ignoring her. Being that she is a great friend. But kai is her cousin. He probably putting her up to this.
Beauty-Hey Vee.?
Beauty- Vee i know you are upset please just answer my calls. I'm really worried about you girlie.
Beauty- Vee your acting childish thought we was better than this? I'm sorry about what Kai did. When i see him best believe i'm fucking him up. Pleaase let me know your okay. I haven't seen you at school for a week. Not even Kai. Please text me back.
She was right , I shouldn't be taking my anger out on her, she never did anything to me but be a good friend i felt so horrible. I suck as a person. I'm always messing things up. Then I wonder why kai wasn't going to school. He probably was with that black bitch. Maybe he thought I was going to be at school . He know I'm about that life. I'm not no punk he probably a scary nigga. As I thought about what he was doing it made me sick to my stomach. I wish I never met him. I just want to do a pop up visit to his house and light his ass up. Cali style. He don't know who he fucking with. I'm not these country bunkings females!!!!!!!!
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Boom boom. I heard a loud noise at the door. I wonder who that could be. I know my mom is working late. Besides she has keys. I know for sure it was not her at the door. I wobbled downstairs as fast as i could. been that i have not been eatting. My energy is so low. As i open the door i wasnt shocked but in a sense in was happy cause i knew she really cared for me. But i
