When Broken Pieces Fit

#17 "Flame"

Years ago, I would say
It was all one big play
But now I can't put it that way
I would like to explain it if I may

I fell, I loose in my own game
Very much true, what a shame
It all started at the peak of my fame
Now all that's left, is a fragment of a frame

I lied to you, yes I did
But I don't want to do it again, no god forbid
It disturbed my heart that's once placid
Giving me a heartache that's morbid

You are the best thing
So much more than just a fling
You became my everything
For you, I would've done anything

But you were never satisfied
No matter how much we intensified
You are against me being dignified
So I ended up being terrified

Yes I became afraid, you see
But not of you, no, but of me
Cause I am tied but technically free
Free to do what I want and be who I wanna be

I'm afraid that I might let go
Of the things that I believe, you know
Just so, to you I can show
How deep my love for you will go

At that time, I was confused
Cause "trust" was the word you used
You said that and seemed to be quite amused
Because that left me a little bruised

I had a choice, to love or to leave
I chose to love, you can perceive
Love to myself is what I wanna receive
Tell me, what did you believe?

That with him I stayed?
No, to the heavens I prayed
But the answers are within me, they've been layed
It was such a nice game I played

Yes I am a looser
But no am not a user
Because of that I became stronger
And no I didn't use any of my power

Not that I have any
But this is what I'll say to many
It was said by my granny
Always go through even if the road becomes cranny

Cause even if I was hurt a lot
I wouldn't trade it for anything no, not
It didn't really end us, there was no dot
It still burned a flame and it's burning hot

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Aweeeee! I made this poem 3 years after I made "Times" and I'd like to say that this is its continuation! I hope you liked it!