#24 "I Tried"

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Everything around me is spinning
I see the world infront of me slowly fading
I heard distant screaming
And I saw their eyes watering

I watched as she cried and cried
And I saw him comforting her by her side
It's okay, they say, but I knew they lied
Cause the mist in their eyes can never be denied

I remembered myself back then
It was me who's tearing up, breaking even
Now though all those sorrows are finally taken
But it left almost all of them broken

I tried to tell them what I felt
I tried to show them the tears dried up in my pelt
Not one of them really cared, that's when everything started to melt
Everything started to constrict like a too tight belt

I tried to be okay before
I tried to look for something to adore
But it just ate me up more and more
Until I finally decided that I can't take it anymore

Physical pain is painful
Mental pain is dreadful
How I wish everything turned out wonderful
I wish this world is even more beautiful

But it isn't, it raised me and it killed me too
Painfully slow that's how it pierced me through
And no matter where these words can go
Until now, no one would really know

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