Chapter Fourty-seven

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Savannah

I hear my phone ringing, I ignore it, but it keep ringing and ringing. I finally answer it hearing Kylie's voice boom through.

"BITCH WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! YOUR MOM CALLED ME SAYING YOU DIDNT GO HOME! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU WITH?!" She yells.

"Kylie.... can you please not yell... I'm with..." I pause looking I reach over to see their face making me instantly get off and away from the bed. Then I get cold realizing I'm just in my bra and underwear.

"I'm with jack." I whisper.
"Bitch... hold on.... did I just hear you're with Jack?!" She asks. I "mhm."

"You did not-"
"Nooo! of course I wouldn't!"
"So where are you guys?"

"At a hotel." I answer.
"What'd y'all do?"
"Nothing and don't say anything to anyone." I tell her. "Sounds like someone's hiding something." She says before hanging up.

"Savannah... what are you doing?" I hear from Jack.
"No nothing... I uh.... wha-what-... what exactly happened bet-yesterday?" I ask grabbing a shirt to cover my self.

"You don't remember?" He asks. As soon as he asks, everything comes back to me.

Holy shit.
I said I love you to him.
To Jack.
To a guy who's in a relationship. Coming from a girl who's in a relationship as well. Oh shit.

"You know... maybe we should start heading home." I say. Jack gets up in only his boxers making my eyes widen and look away to the side. As I see jack come closer to me I get more confused.

Once he stops in front of me cupping my face. "What are you doing?" I ask him.
"I meant what I said yesterday Savs. I love you with every thing In me." He says.
I look up at him.

"I'm-...." I pause looking down for a moment, "I'm not sure I love you Jack." I say. "Savs.... you don't mean that." He says.

"Jack..... I-.... we're both in a relationship for gods sake! I've never been a cheater!" I say.
"You cheated on me with Mark." He says so easily.

I stare at him for moment before scoffing at how he brought that up. "That kiss meant nothing. Just like the one from last night."

"Can you just stop! Stop acting like- like you can't just admit to still have feeling for me instead of trying to be the perfect girlfriend or girl." He says.
"What?"

"You finally admitted to me that you love me, but can't accept it; you try to be the perfect girlfriend, you try to be the perfect friend, daughter, sister, or whatever. You are already good enough. Yesteday was the the only day where I actually felt like I had you back." He says.

"Because I can't live being in a relationship with someone else when I said "I love you," to another man that isn't my boyfriend."

"He never has to know Savs. No one has to know about us."
"There is no us." I respond to him.

"Savs.... come on, don't say that to me. Please.... just spend one day with me." He says.
I turn away from him.
I go check my phone.
"Savannah.. please." He pleads.

"No.... I can't." I say.
"Why?"
"Because.... I have three missed calls from my boyfriend, three voicemails from him, 20 missed calls from my friends and family together, and 56 unread messages." I say re reading the notifications.

"Fine, but..." he pauses coming closer to me standing in between my legs, "I'll... need this." He finishes grabbing the shirt that was covering me.

I roll my eyes quickly grabbing the dress. Once we were done. Jack drove me to my house.
"Hold on." Jack says making me turn around. Instantly connecting our lips together.

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