Why can't I be with her? Why can't she chose me? She said, "I love you." To me.
Why can't she just accept that? Did I lack when I dated her? Savannah and I were happy. She made anything I did special.
She didn't want the big stuff or expensive stuff. She just wanted it to come from the heart.
I decided to send her another box of roses, maybe she'll remember. God I hope she does. How can someone be so perfect to another human.
Savannah
As soon as it turned 7:00... I woke up exiting her room before going to Sams room to grab clothes and my bag to put stuff in.
I text my mom to book the place for me, which she chose a pretty place, at least until school starts. It wasn't much stuff I had, but trying to fit everything was hard.
I laugh at a few pictures I had in my bag which was from high-school. When I open a drawer expecting a few things, I find a boss
I look in the mirror seeing Sam sleeping peacefully. I open the box a bit seeing a beautiful bracelet.
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So pretty and shiny. My eyes start to tear up, confused on how long he had this or when he had the time.
I shake my head breathing before closing the box. When I look back up in the mirror to make sure he was sleeping. He was standing behind me causing me to jump not knowing he'd be there.
I quickly looked down away from seeing him. "I'm sorry... I was just making sure I didn't have extra clothes in other drawers."
"I kinda forgot I had the bracelet there. Especially when the training with Florida came around."
"You've had this since before?" I ask. "Mhmm."
"You don't look." He says. "You won't look at me." He says.
"I need... I need to go." I say quietly. "I don't want you to go, Savannah. Even though you hurt me, I don't want to stop seeing your face. I love you..... even if you would cheated on me a thousand times."
"I'm not a cheater person or type and.... I Just... i Cant. Even though I cheated.. I just can't forget that you went back to your ex." I say.
"At lease just... just stay here. My parents and I know how expensive it is living here.... just don't.. please." He begs.
"I haven't even told your sister! She's not gonna want to talk to me or even see me." I respond. "Let me talk to her. At the end of the day I'm also the one who didn't react well."
