[On-going] The Gay Heartthrob

Chapter 18:Finding Seungji

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Jinru's POV:

I walk in the dark street and I saw a woman in front of me,
it's Seungji, it's strange there's nothing happening but I feel like she's in danger.

"Seungji!"

I run but when I touch her she became a pile of blood.

"Seungji!" I gasped, it's just a dream. It's been days, almost a month to be exact, I don't know, the semester say goodbye but still I didn't talk to Seungji girl.
It still hurts that he kiss that Jeongsuk. I mean she made me love her and she'll just do that effin' thing? But my dream can't get out of my head, and last time, what does she wants to tell me? Is that connected with my dream? Is she in trouble?

I scan my phone when I read an announcement in our GC.
Miso is dead?! How could she be?! Miso is still happy the past days! I quickly rush, it doesn't matter, what matters is Seungji is in the burial.

I rushed and went to the location but she's not there.
Until my eyes caught a sight of Bo-in, they're slightly close right?

"Bo-in-ah,"
"Why?" She frowned.
"Where's Seungji? She must be here,"
"Yeah but she knew you'll be here, maybe she'll be here when no one's around,"She explained eating a lollipop, seriously?

" She's avoiding me?"
"Yeah? That's what she told me and Naeiri well she's kinda honest," Bo-in even bit the stick, what a gross creature.

"But Miso, how did she died?"
"She got heart complications and Seungji is so sweet she never leave her," I just nodded, they got such great friendship.

"Hi Jinru baby!" It's Shunhua, what a grossness iww.
I'll be back this afternoon then.

....

I hide behind a tree, and waited for Seungji until she came I thought of approaching her but I thought I should give her time with the grave.

She laid her flowers and started crying.

"Miso? Why you didn't tell me?
Why? I just knew it, I thought you will love me forever?" She asked like she's blaming everything, but Miso love her forever? What does she means? Ofcourse they are friends they love each other.

"Miso, why did you do this to me? Why did you leave me alone?" She asked again as if the grave will answer.

She did lots of dramas and breakdowns it's more than an hour but I didn't get bored waiting her, I'm playing mobile legends but I just silent my phone.

"Now that you're gone, there's no more reason to stay here in Korea,"She said and I stopped playing. The candles are melted.
Does Miso matters to her that much?

Sh stood up and walk away wiping sheds of tears from her eyes but I run and grab her hand.
She turned.

"Jinru?!"
"Yes, tell me why are you leaving Korea?" I pleaded.
"You don't care, and I'm leaving for good, and you said I'm a slut right? Ain't you happy that I'll leave?" She winced but I didn't let her go.

"Just tell me the f*ck Seungji!
How about the second semester?! Where are you going?!" I yelled.
"Some where you'll never see me again, now let me go, please?"
"Seungji,"
"Look Jinru, I'm sorry for ruining you, your innocence, now I don't care what you think about me the thing is I'm leaving, bye," She winced one last time and she run.

"Seungji!"
Why does I feel like my world is gone? But I love Seungji, despite of the fact that I'd said that.
Maybe her parents knew the reason, I need to rush but it's getting late at night, I'll do it tomorrow.

....

I cursed everything inside my room when I wake up in 10, what the hell? I need to be early what's wrong with the clock that its sheer hand didn't even dare to poke me?

I get up, I gotta going.
I didn't mind to shower anymore I just make myself look decent and go.

...

"You're too late she already left, her flight is early as 7," Her mother said.
"What?! Why did she left?!" I yelled.
"You don't have to know," Her mother said.
"Besides Seungi can do everything alone," she added.
What?! What does she means?
Seungji, why did you do this to me?!

Seungji:

Sorry Jinru, but I'll take care of this child alone, I got nowhere to run and I knew that.
Only one person can help me,
It's oppa's friend.

Yoon Juseop.

We're not close but I got no choice. I need his help so I dialled his number.

"Who is this?"
"This is Seungji,"
"Seungji? Seungjun's sister?"
"Yeah, can I stay at your place for awhile?" He chuckled.
"Wow, why?"
"Please, just this time,"
"Ohhhkayyy I'll text you the address,"

Thankfully, I got somewhere to stay, this is just temporary, if I'll got enough of work, I'll study again or built my business in the mean time.

....

"So, you are kicked out from your family? Does Seungjun knows?" I shook my head, oppa will never knew he shouldn't knew, he'll get hurt, he trusted me too much.

Juseop sighed and I look at him.
"If you change your mind I-"
"No, you can stay, look at your condition you are pregnant, besides, I'm just lonely here, you are not a big deal, okay? Stay," He smiled and my tears fall.

"Thankyou," with my happiness I hug him.

Jinru:

"What?! She's pregnant!" I almost knocked Bo-in.

"Yes, sorry if I didn't tell you, I just heard it when Miso and her are talking," She sobbed due to my force, I heard her and Naeri talking about Seungji they know something yet they didn't tell me?!

"What else do you know?!" My voice trembled.

"She's in US"
No Seungji, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

"Am I the father?"
"Yeah,"

Seungji, I'll find you no matter what.