Dem Salty Bois Oneshots

Please

Pairing(s)- Jp and Wade

Trigger warning- Self Harm

Word Count- 1067

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It was about 1 am and Jp was sitting in his bathroom,leaning up against the counter. He hadn't talked to anyone in weeks,he just didn't feel like anyone cared at this point. He had silenced his phone and refused to even touch it, refusing to give in to the lies anyone had tried to say. He couldn't bring himself to face them, not after what he said.

One cut after another, Jps wrist was nothing but red. His pant leg, that he had his arm rested upon, had been stained with blood but he was past the point of caring. Tears were streaming down his face, cursing himself for being so stupid. 'Why him..of all people?' He questioned himself.

He was lightheaded and extremely dizzy, he hadn't been eating and barely slept. His mom had tried her hardest to get him to but in the end she had given up on. As he believed he deserved. She gave up just like everyone else had in his life. No one had ever cared about him and it was obvious now.

A sudden knock came through, though he had believed he imagined it, but then another came through right after it. Believing it was his mom, he ignored it. She'd go away eventually, just like she always did.

"Jp..please." A voice came through. But it wasn't his mom like he thought. He froze in his spot. "I know you're in there, talk to me.." Wade pleaded from the other side of the door.

"Just go away." Jp said, not being able to face the older man at that moment. He just couldn't bring himself to get hurt even more, not right now. Probably not ever. Not after those stupid words that he had let slip the last time he had recorded with them.

"I'm not leaving, everyone is worried." Wade replies, Jp sighs wishing Wade wasn't so stubborn and would just leave.

"Please Wade, J-just go.." The younger boy mumbled, but Wade could still hear him. Jp tried his hardest to hold himself together, he couldn't show Wade how weak he truly was. It's the last thing he'd ever want to do.

"I'm not going anywhere. Not ever." Wade said, meaning it. "Especially when I know that you aren't ok. Just let me in." Wade begged the younger man. Silence over took the two for a little while, Jp not being able to bring himself to talk.

"Why do you even care?" Jp asked, sniffling. Tears running down his face once again, as much as he wished they wouldn't. Just the sound of it broke Wades heart, not being able to do anything from the opposite side of the door.

"Because, I care about you. I don't like knowing that you're hurting and I can't do anything about it." The sound of the doorknob turning made Jp jump, he tried to push the door closed quickly but Wade was much stronger than he was. Seeing that it was a waste of time for him to try, he quickly hid his arm from Wades view. The second the door was fully opened, Jp felt arms wrap around him tightly. Jp let himself sink into the older man's hold, holding back from breaking down right then and their. They stood there for what felt like hours, neither of them wanting to move.

Wade eventually pulled away, looking at the younger boy fully, eyes full of worry. His eyes trailed down to the arm that Jp was trying so hard to hide from him. Wade reached out and carefully uncovered his arm, a tear running down the older man's face.

"Why?" Was all that Wade managed to get out, Jp looking anywhere but at him.

"I deserve it.." Jp trailed off. It was the only reasoning he had to give. It wasn't anyone's fault but his own and he wouldn't have anyone believe otherwise. Wade spent a few minutes cleaning and bandaging his arm, before the two moved to Jps bedroom.

"No you don't, not ever." Wade stated, breaking the silence that had formed between the two. "Also we never got to talk about what you said before all of this.." Wade whispered. The words caused Jp to tense up having not wanted to bring it up at all. "I never got to say my thoughts on it all."

"Please.. Just don't. You can reject and hate me tomorrow all you want." Jp bit his lip, staring at the floor. "I can't take anymore pain right now." The statement caused Wade to turn and look right at the younger man.

"Why would I have come all the way here if I had hated you?" Wade asked. Jp met the older man's eyes,his eyes filled with pain.

"I don't know, so you could laugh at me in person." Jp said, his lip bleeding slightly from biting on it too hard, as he looked away once more. "You're the one here."

"Except I'm here because I love you,Jp." He placed his hand on the other boy's cheek, turning him to look at him. A look of confusion took over Jp's face.

"Y-you love me?" Jp looked up completely, just from the look on Wades face he knew that he was being honest. The smallest bit of doubt faded away fully, feeling like he knew he could trust the other man next to him. Wade just nods smiling in his direction.

"Yes. I love you.. The same way you admitted to loving me." Jp smiled at the words alone. He leans against Wade, closing his eyes. Part of him believing he was dreaming. "Be mine?" Wade whispered in his ear.

"Always." Jp mumbled, he felt at home in the older man's arms. Neither of the men could be happier then they were at that moment. They sat there for a while, enjoying eachothers company, when Wade realized that Jp had fallen asleep for the first time in a few days. Wade smiled at the younger boy and moved to lay him on the bed, climbing in next to him and pulled the blankets up over them. Jp ended up with his head on Wade's chest and Wade's arms wrapped around the boy's body. He kissed Jps forehead, the smile not leaving his face.

'I can get used to this..' Wade thought to himself as he,too, drifted off to sleep