Heartbeat - BTS

02

Kim Jaerin

It's been a week since I last received a business card, but that doesn't mean that I will stop from performing.

I've also decided that I will audition at BigHit, I really don't know but the company attracted me.

Even though negative words are being thrown at them, they still continued to work hard, for the company and their artists.

I know there's something more to the small company that made up my decision. It has something unique that makes me feel really determined.

Pops talked to me last night about pursuing my chosen career,

"Jae, can I talk to you?" Pops said as I nodded, making a space for him on my bed.

Pops sat down beside me as he placed his wooden rod beside my messy desk. I looked at him as he smiled, "You've grown so much, Jae.."

I nodded as I smiled, confused why Pops are telling me this kind of stuff, "What do you want to talk about Pops?" I asked as he smiled

"You told me that you want to be an idol, right?" He asked as I nodded, I felt my inside twisting, nervous.

Will Pops won't allow me?

"Have you picked the right company for you?" Pops said as I nodded, smiling, "It's BigHit, Pops.."

He ruffled my hair as I smiled, "Aigoo, are you going to their auditons?"

I smiled as I nodded excitedly, but it soon faded when I realized that I don't have the money to travel to Seoul.

"I don't have money to travel to Seoul, Pops. I also don't know if it'll be worth it, what if I fail? Then the money that I'll use will be wasted." I sadly said as Pops looked at me,

He grabbed my wrist as he opened my palms, he placed a white envelope on my palms as my eyes widened, "W-What's this, Pops?"

"We'll go to the auditions, Jae. I'll help you achieve that dream of yours." Pops said as excitement grew on me again,

I squealed as I hugged him tightly, "Thank You! Thank You! You're the best Pops!" I pressed my lips into a thin line as I smiled,

"Anything for my little girl.." He smiled as he watch me, smiling happily as if I won something big.

We're going to Seoul tomorrow, for the auditions. I told Pops that I can go on my own if he can't, I know he's being supportive again, but he told me that he wanted to witness every steps that I make towards my dream.

I kept walking around as I looked above, the sky seems to be in a good mood today, the sky is tinted pink, making it look like a sun is setting behind it even though it's still early in the morning.

Birds happily chirped as I smiled at them, everyone is having a good day today. Everyone I passed by are smiling, some on their phones, some with their loved ones, and some by theirself, spending their lovely time with theirselves.

The sun is shining brightly, but the cold breeze that blows made the weather cool, just like how I like it.

Spring, my favorite season, is coming to an end, but I'm not sad about it because no season can last forever.

I walked to the park with a smile on my lips, I walked happily as I sat down below a tree. The tree's thick leaves, serving as a shade that's covering you from the sun's bright rays.

I stayed beside the tree as I watch the little kids play in the playground, the smiles that are plastered in their lips reminds me of my childhood.