Crimes and Punishments

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Thirteen

'The man who has a conscience suffers whilst acknowledging his sin. That is his punishment.'

John returned to his home and as soon as he placed the keys in the bowl he was headed upstairs. This is where he wanted to take a nap before he was to show up at Amanda's. He checked his texts and she said she had something important to tell him, but he just wanted to be back in the embrace of Roisin.

He had to take care of this mess for the sake of his sanity and his love for Roisin. How could he fall in love with someone in such a short time? He considered maybe it was his need to know the fate of her baby, but that couldn't be it. He was attracted to her way before that moment. He did note that he found it a turn on how she talked to him that day they first conversed.

Then, she apologised for how she went about things, but what she didn't know, was that the whole encounter had been playing over and over in his head. He'd even imagine different outcomes say Delilah wasn't there. He would kiss her or fuck her, or something else... She was right on the first date. It was going to be just sex, but he had to give her a push.

There was a big difference between Amanda and Roisin. Amanda was just sex and not only was she manipulative, but she and him did not compute intellectually. Roisin was not about just sex, because she was manipulated herself by a man who was just out to fuck girls. Roisin would challenge you intellectually, but also kept to herself. She was loyal to her friends, but never put herself out there romantically.

He felt like he changed that, but at the same time he ruined her. He broke it off with Amanda Sabino, but she used Roisin's friend to rope him back into her games. He should've known she was going to be a crazy bitch, but he ignored all the red flags. He thought they were just signs of her catching feelings for him, but no, they were darker than that.

They were signs of obsession and she would do anything to keep him for herself...including the one thing she's going to reveal to him tonight. She giggled at the sight of the pregnancy test. It was positive and she was going to make sure she kept it this time. The previous two were miscarriages and the doctor said that was going to be normal, unfortunately, for trying to have a baby at her age. Thirty seven was the new forty, but he said the best thing she could do was take pre-natal vitamins.

She knew what he did today with that witch, but she's willing to forgive him. Because she knows that this baby will trap him. He will leave her completely and she will have John.

Johnny ❤️

K - 1:00 pm

She squinted her eyes at his reply to her message long ago, but at the same time wasn't surprised. After all, he did just get done fucking that witch. Lukas had his chance, but oh well. She rolled her eyes. It was almost time for him to come to her place and she was elated.

Omw - 11:49 pm

She dressed in a modest, yet sexy dress and went through her grooming process. She straightened up and then, she heard the knock on the door. She opened the door and saw an angry, yet passive John.

'Hello, Johnny,' she said with a sultry tone as she wrapped her arms around his neck.

'Did you send Lukas to assault her?' She backed away and her eyebrows furrowed.