Lonley

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6:00 I had already finished my workout and had on a sweater and jeans and a ponytail.
Charlie always entered and looked at me annoyed he had for 5 days since we moved here.

But this morning I was going to walk to school so I had my backpack and everything I needed and was walking I had left the house at around 5:50 cutting my workout but I would be walking for awhile.
It was a little cold but I was fine, then I saw him Charlie
he was running towards me I don't think he notice me so I kept my head down and tried to walk past him but he stopped in front of me and looked down at me.

" what are you doing" it wasn't really a question

" going to uh school" I mumbled trying to get past him but he held me in place

" it's Saturday" he said

I actually knew it was Saturday to be honest but... I don't know I just wanted to go for a walk and tricked myself into thinking I had school.

" I uh..."

" and why are you walking alone" he said before grabbing my arm and dragging me back to the house and in through the kitchen where.....

My dad was home he was actually home I was about to walk up to him but  he was talking, I saw Liam enter the kitchen.

" I've got to go darling yes I have work on the weekends" he said kissing Angie

" aw come on stay just 5 more minutes" Angie said I almost laughed dad never stayed I barley saw......

" ok five more minutes but only because I love you" he said
And I lost it my composure just broke and tears started to cloud my eyes and two dripped.
Charlie was already gone but Liam saw them we made brief eye contact before I quickly shuffled out of the kitchen and  ran at top speed to my room. 
I shut the door and grabbed Alfred then sank to the floor and hugged him.

There was a knock but I ignored it
Then the door opened and Liam was there standing in the doorway.
He quickly closed the door and walked over to me I quickly stood up Alfred still in hand.

" what do you want?" I whispered trying to sound mean

" what's wrong ?" He asked

" nothing just go away" I said turning and he grabbed my hand the only part of me besides my face not covered by fabric.

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Liam's PoV.
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I ran after her it was so weird she just started crying, I knocked but she said nothing so I opened the door

She was curled up on the floor her arms wrapped around a  big bear, she quickly got up keeping the bear close

" what do you want?"  She whispered in a harsh tone but it was full of whimpers

" what's wrong ?" I asked

" nothing just go away" She said turning but I grabbed her hand and immediately let go it was freezing come to think of it she always looked cold wrapped in her sweaters I just didn't care to say anything.

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Rosalyn's PoV
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He let go of my hand and I quickly retracted it and turned to look at him

He bent down and looked up at me wiping my tears with his hand, I wanted to hug him and cry into his shirt but I know better than to.

" tell me what's wrong" he said

" I..... my dad...." I said looking into his softened eyes
" and my parents in general"

He looked at me scrunching his eye brows " what do you have to be sad about your basically a genius and had both your parents... my dad died when I was 2 your just spoiled" he said looking angry

" I ..... didn't .....I.... you know what when I was 3 my parents were around but they were usually working from home trying to teach me things
........ but they always seemed disappointed but I kinda knew I was smart I could understand things most adults couldn't so I started acting myself and they brought me to a physiatrist cause they though there was something wrong with me but then I was marked intelligent and when I turned 4 they decided since I was smart they didn't need to be around so for eight years the most contact I had with them was when I texted them and they usually left me on read and half the time they'd ask who this was ...... people said my mom was so devoted she was working while giving birth to me..... then even when mom got cancer she was working and I wasn't allowed to visit cause she said I'd be distracting
I would only see my parents maybe once every seven or eight months and it was only because they needed a book or something from the home office they never used they didn't even talk to me just grabbed it and left.....
I was 4 and my birthday present was "here's instructions to work every appliance in the house don't break anything"
Eight years I was alone for eight years I couldn't make friend cause they thought I was weird
this teddy bear his name is Alfred and he is my best and only friend I've ever had..... my parents have never had a moment to spare for me and then my dad just gets married and is already saying he can stay for a couple minutes cause he loves her so he never really loved me right....... so I'm sorry i have parents and I'm so sorry I'm smart but I hate it cause I know I'm still alone " I said

watching his eyes morph but I pushed
pass him and locked myself in the bathroom with Alfred my best friend who always no matter what understood me.

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