One Love

Chapter 4: Let's See..

                                                                Camriya's POV

I came home at 9:44pm. When I came inside my mom was on the couch. I talked to her for a while then I went upstairs to my room. I listened to the songs I had to learn in choir. I specifically listened to Rock with you. I really wanted to sing that, I wanted the solo. Mrs. Karry said someone gets the whole song. I just had to get it! I studied hard and made sure i hit every note right. By the time I thought I got enough studying it was 12:54am. Damn, I thought. I got into some pjs and went to sleep. I woke up for school. I put on sweats and a black t-shirt and vans and my hair was in a messy bun, today I didn't give a shit. I went downstairs. Jaz was already down there. We ate cereal and then we went to school. When we got there I let Jaz out and I went to find Chyanna. She was eating in the cafeteria.  

Hey Chyanna how are you?

Hey Cam, I'm good how about you?

Pretty good just tired.

Awe, I'm sorry Camriya.

Its okay.

Hey Sam wants me to hangout again.

Oooh girl you should.

Okay i will.

We went to class after that. In choir we started going over the songs. I knew all of the words while the other girls still had the lyrics up to their faces. Mrs. Karry noticed me and she smiled.  Finally hours later school was over but I still had work. I got there and I was so tired. I felt myself falling asleep. I helped a few people and rang them up. I just went right back to dozing off right when I heard a voice.

You tired?

I knew it was Justin. I looked up at him and he smiled. I blushed oh my gosh I couldn't believe he saw me like that.

Yeah I am. I can't believe you saw me like that.

It's okay don't be embarrassed.

He laughed.

Are you here to buy sometghing?

No, I'm here to ask...you if you wanted to go out with me tonight.

No. I'm sorry I'm just tired and I'm not ready to go on a date right now.

Okay, no problem.

Hey sounded so hurt. I didn't mean to hurt him. He smiled lightly. I tried to return the smile but he was gone before I got the chance to. I really didn't mean to hurt him I hope he understood. I helped a few other people and then soon I was on my way home. I kept thinking about Justin's face. He looked so hurt. I really wasn't trying to hurt him. Soon I was home. I just went up to my room and layed down. I put my music on and put my earphones in my ears and forgot about everything. I was escaping life for just a lttle while and it felt good. Music helps me get away. I needed it right now.  Soon I was in my own world and I fell asleep. I was dreaming of Justin, he was so upset. This was hauting me and I hated it.  I really hope he understood. I didn't want to go on a date any time soon.