I'm here inside the car with the guy I loved the most.
On our way to grandma's grave.
Currently listening to The one that got away.
He smiled and say "babe ganda ng song na 'to no?"
I smiled back as a reply
He always taught me how to fall inlove with him each in everyday with his genuine smile.
I wonder how would I be whenever he's not beside me.
I always tell him that I will love him no matter what happen.
We've been 6 years in a relationship and there's no changes at all.
We still inloved with each other
We always care for each other
We always prioritize each other
In short, we are a perfect couple with a perfect relationship.
After having a nice trip we already here in our destination
"Babe are you ready?" He asked.
"As always"
I replied with a teary eyes and full of nervousness
After a month I'm finally here to visit my lola
I let him walk first.
He sat down and put the bouquet of flowers on the surface
While walking towards the grave, I saw him crying.
"Sophia, babe, pasensya ka na kung ngayon lang ulit ako naka-bisita ha. Mahal na mahal kita sophia, antagal mo nang nawala pero hindi ko parin kaya pakawalan ang memory nating dalawa. Alam mo bang pakiramdam ko nanjan ka lang sa tabi ko? Parang baliw man akong nagsasalita mag-isa ayos lang. Baka kasi sakaling sumagot ka at marinig ko ulit ang malambing mong boses. Sana maging masaya ka na kung saan ka man ngayon. Magkasama na kayo ng lola mo kaya alam kong masaya ka."
Napaluhod ako sa sakit ng naramdaman ko
I almost want to fade away because of the pain that I felt.
But those feelings was just Imaginary
It's been 2 years since I died with a car accident.
That red bus came unexpectedly in front of our way.
I'm with my boyfriend that time.
He survived, but, me did not.
This would be the last time I can touch things to tell my story
I already feel the guilt fading away as myself.
To the one special guy I've met.
I will always love you.
I'm already in another life but I will always be your girl.
