At lunch, I had my usual French lesson with Noah. I told him about what had happened in Art and that I needed some time away from everything. He looked at me with confusion written across his face.
"Nat, what are you talking about?"
"I'm going on a vacation. Somewhere warm. And pretty. I just wanted to let you know."
"You're leaving New York? For how long?"
"I don't know," I admitted.
"I wish you would stay," he said.
"I know, I just can't. There's so much that's happened, and I need a break."
"I feel like you're keeping something from me. I don't want you to keep secrets from me."
"My entire life is about keeping secrets," I snapped.
"I'll give you a break," he said slowly, "Call me when you want to talk."
I nodded without saying anything. I was afraid it would come out wrong.
"And Natalie? Please don't leave without saying goodbye."
He ended the call, and I put my head down on the table. I felt a hand on my back, and I knew right away who it was.
"Jameson, I'm in a mood. You might want to sit somewhere else."
He didn't leave which made me feel a little better. I wanted to just forget about everything though. I wanted to start over.
By the time school ended, I was tired and angry for no reason. Elizabeth walked me home and tried to ask me about my day, but I shut her down. I trudged up the stairs and started packing. I grabbed my IDs and passports and tucked them into a secret pocket of my bag.
"Nat, are you okay?" Neal called as he walked into the apartment.
"Please, I'm in a mood," I warned him from the couch where I was sitting with my nose in a book.
"What kind of mood?"
"The kind where I get really snippy and tired and angry for no reason."
He sat beside me and put an arm around my shoulder. I tensed without thinking which made him pull away.
"Natalie, what is it?"
"I'm going away for a little bit," I admitted.
His eyes widened so much that I thought they might pop out of his head. He pulled my head into his chest where I could listen to his heartbeat. I felt it get faster as he thought about me leaving.
It slowed to steady again, and I heard his voice rumble from his chest, "I really don't want you to go. Please stay."
"I can't," I mumbled sleepily.
"I know."
I woke up in my bed early the next morning. I grabbed my suitcase and scribbled out a note:
I'll be back eventually. I love you Neal. Always have, always will.
Your baby sister,
Natalie Elaine
I ran into June on my way out.
"Just where are you going?" she asked with her hands on her hips.
"I have to leave."
"Natalie-"
"Don't try to talk me out of this. I can't stay here."
"I was just going to tell you to be safe. Take care of yourself."
"Yes ma'am," I let her give me a hug.
I glanced over my shoulder as I left and saw her wave to me. I walked a few blocks before I called a taxi to the airport.
I got onto the plane without any problems, but I didn't breathe properly until we landed. I was waiting for it to blow up. It never did, thankfully.
"Charlotte Moreau," I said as I handed money to my new landlord.
"Enjoy your stay."
I smiled my signature Caffrey smile and walked into the house. I emptied my suitcase and set up a couple of photographs in the armoire where nobody would see them. My eyes flicked from picture to picture, memorizing their smiles.
"I love you," I whispered as I closed the doors.
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