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3. Beginning to a new end

Ember

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  As Alex takes my number, she heads out my bedroom door. I hear Alex,Zayn, and Brian chat for a couple more minutes; eventually hearing them saying their goodbyes. Following their farewells I hear the door slam and footsteps leading to me. I begin to completely recollect my sanity before Brian sees me. It seems I can never completely show my emotions without him questioning, judging, and yelling in my face.

  Brian walks in and inches closer to me. His eyes are hard and solid; piercing me deeply. They begin to soften as I cautiously smile out of nervousness. He places his hands around my waist, and leans in to kiss me softly. I return his kiss, surprised by his sudden mood change, and wrap my arms around him. He stops to release a small smile, and unzips his pants. Brian directs my hand down his pants and continues into our kiss.

  "Brian, I'm not sure I'm up for this right now.." I say refusing his kisses

"We haven't had sex in two days! What is up with you lately Ember?" He continues, " when we first met you wanted sex like you worked in that department or something!"

"Um, excuse me? What did you just say?" I reply

" I said what the hell is up with you?" Brian says raising his voice

"Oh, I don't know. Maybe I'm feeling like I'm pushed into every damn thing. I don't feel up to it right now, that's fucking it. " I say pushing away from him, attempting to leave the room.

"We aren't damn finished here. We haven't even started.You know you want me to please you." Brian says grabbing my arm and pulling me back to him.

  He leans in to kiss me aggressively, with his tongue deep in my mouth. As much as I hate to admit it,I love when he kisses me with such aggression. It makes my insecure thoughts disentegrate, leaving me with feelings of lust. I feel wanted. I feel needed.

  " see I knew you wanted me." Brian says seizing our kiss, placing my hand down to touch him.

  I begin to stroke him fast-paced, kissing him as hard as I can. His hands trace my body, soon removing my shirt, bra, and pants from me. He begins to undress himself, and places his fingers to my clit, rubbing softly at first. His pace begins to pick up and louder moans release from me. His lips begin to trace my neck, his breath hot and arousing. Brian halts his sexual motion, and gets behind me. He bends me over against the wall, teasing me with his tip rubbing on me. I release soft moans; feeling better than ever. Brian pushes himself inside of me, causing me to moan louder and louder. My stomach begins to feel a familiar feeling, and in no time I cum. Right after, he pulls out and releases.