You Never Know...

What To Live For...

Rose's POV

   I couldn't comprehend what I was about to do, I mean my heart and my head are in the same place, telling me to do it, but there is still this tiny voice in my head reminding me of everything I have done. For Luisa, I'm doing this for Luisa and I. Fuck the voice in my head I know what I want and I'm not going to fuck it up.

  4 hours earlier...

    I was nervous, walking into the Marbella. All I could think about was the fact that I might mess up the whole plan. I could tell Luisa was almost as nervous as me, but I mean what could I expect she wanted to be with me. Being taken away from her again was my worse fear.

   As we walked to the elevator, I was panicking, my heart racing, I couldn't breathe, I was sweating and hyperventilating, but Luisa looked at me, with her wood colored as so dark in color, but looking at them is like looking into a million suns. Her eyes blind you, she blinds you, she sometimes makes me feel like I'm not good enough, but somehow she chose me and I could never repay her. 

       I finally calmed down, but now Luisa was nervous, she held my hand firmly, I could feel her pulse throughout everywhere in her body, she held on so tightly my hand went numb. We knocked on Petra's suite door, and the first person to greet us was Rafael. Honestly, he looked happy to see me, he told I had a gorgeous smile it didn't matter to me though, it feels the best when Luisa tells me.

    He then invites us in, he seems to like me. We talked for hours, we laughed, we cried, we got mad, we got sad, but we really got along and I feel like if I was a different person Rafael and I could be friends, but that would be a past life. Luisa thought I couldn't see, but I knew she was happy for Rafael and I to bond. He isn't bad person, he just has trust issues, I mean if I went through what he went through I would too. We left around 10-ish and we both had a good time, but what was about to happen was going to be a night we would always remember.

    It was all planned, it's been planned for weeks, the perfect proposal, we were right by the door, I had the perfect ring that would highlight her eyes, her honeycomb colored eyes, I talked to Rafael about and he supported it, he saw how happy I made her, she deserves this. I loved her and I would do anything to keep her safe and loved.

    We walked into the suite, the setup was just how I wanted it, I've been going over what I was going to say over what to say in my head, but now in this moment I forgot everything I just went off the top of my head. I didn't want to get on one knee and kneel because we aren't a normal couple, we've been through everything together and I our proposal to demonstrate that. "Luisa, I could have never imagined our love to come to this" I say, Luisa whimpering barely even moving in shock. "I thought when I met you, we were only going to have a one night stand, but I fell and I fell hard. I love you, and I've put you through so much, but we were made for each other. We come back to each other constantly, you can't resist the energy." I say to Luisa as she burst into tears. I look into her watery mahogany, suntanned eyes that stared at me telling me to say it, say it already Rose, I'm ready for you to say it to me. "Luisa, I don't know how far this is going to go, or how long we'll be able to be together, but I want to live in the moment with you, and I love you, Will You Marry Me?" I said. I said the four letter sentence, I felt so sappy, I wanted to be with her and I love her. We were both crying now, she looks at me with her deep eyes, waiting for her to answer.

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Not going to lie writing this, than editing this I got a little teared up because honestly, I really want this for them as a couple. Enjoy 

                                           -xoxo Kayci