Kiwi // H.S.

Part 9: I love you

I notice the music stopped, a while ago, but I stayed in the bathroom to calm myself down. When I am finally able to leave, I walk out and past someone. I looking down and try not to get people to talk to me but it didn't work.
"You ok?"
I stop in my tracks. That voice is deep, I have heard it before. I turn around and it's Harry.
I start to run but stop. I hesitate.
"No one is around. I checked." And smile starts to appear on his face. I smile to and run to hug him. His hug was so warm, and calming, he smelled so good, this time it was a cologne, it was some kind of vanilla, I rested my head on his chest while my arms wrapped around him. He squeezed me tighter and I squeezed back.
"You have no idea how much I've missed you."
I say quietly.
He smiles.
"I missed you to. Obviously" he smiles and tilts his head over to where the stage is.
"Oh...ya." I loosen up in my hug and he lets go.
"Looks Harry, I'm sorry about how I left things with you I didn't mean.." he stops me
"No no. It's fine. I wouldn't want to kiss me either." He jokes.
"No but that's..."I stop. There is so much I want to tell him....but I can't.
"Nevermind. I just..." my phone rings.
"I..Um. It's gene!" I panic. I hand Harry a piece of paper with my new number on it ( gene made me change it so Harry couldn't contact me anymore)
"Keep in touch ok?" I say
"Ok."
I start to walk away
"Wait! Dai....Kiwi!"
I turn around.
"I love you." He smiles. One of the ones he doesn't use to often, that makes his dimples show up.
"I love you." I whisper. And run back to gene ignoring her call.
"Hey where were you?!" She says.
"Sorry I was..I just..." I leaned closer. "I panicked. I'm sorry."
She rolls her eyes and says nothing. The rest of the show was fine. Really wasn't anything to spectacular, I convinced Gene to take me home before the after party started, I didn't want to be there for that. I felt no need to, I won nothing.
I get home and take off my dress and slip into sweats and a comfy hoodie. I jump into my bed much happier than I was before.
"What should we watch tonight ringo?" I say. He doesn't do anything.
"Should we just search up romantic comedies on Netflix and just see what we find?" I joke referencing to Harry's song 'Woman' wait.
I get a sudden inspiration and go down stairs to my key bored, where my song notebook is. That last thing I had written was
'He lives in daydreams with me and I don't know why."
I play the notes.
"And I don't know why, I don't know who he is."
I play and play and finally I have a whole song. I sing it, word for word and decide I don't like it. And I think.
"She, She lives in day dreams with me, She, she's the first one that I see and I don't know why, I don't know who she is, she, she, here's for the memories, a woman, who's just in his head..." I like it with 'She' instead of He' but it's still doesn't sound right coming from my mouth. But I have a finished song, I will probably sell it or something. Who knows at this point. I get back up, and decide to make popcorn, when it is done I bring it back to my room and watch movies all night.

"Wait Daisy?!"
I turn my head, he puts his hand under my chin lifting it so it his facing him, his eyes are closed and he is leaning in. I turn my head, But...he stops. He is gone. He isn't there.
"Harry?!"
All I see is darkness.
"Harry!!" I call even louder now.
"HARRY!!!"
It goes silent.
I open my eyes and sit up. When I realized it was just a dream I fall back into my bed. I'm now drenched in sweat and breathing heavily. I stare up at the tapestry on my ceiling and try to catch my breath. I grab my phone and look at the time 4:30 am.
Well guess I'm getting up early today. I sit up and stretch. I go to feed ringo, he is out and about at this hour. I open Twitter and see Harry Tweeted.
'Can't Sleep. Who's up?' Unusual type of tweet from him but I comment.
'Me:)'
And wait.
And wait.
Ugh. He has my number. What the-
I get a call. A random number, but from my area code.
"...hello?" I say into the phone.
"Ok ok. What do you think of this."
"Um..." I hear a guitar. It was played beautifully, very up beat, I liked it a lot.
"Um...I like it...but uh...who is this?"
"Is this Daisy."
"Depends who is askin."
"I'm mitch, one of Harry's Band mates. He is in the room listening." I hear a laugh from the background. It's Harry's laugh. I smile.
"Well ok...can I talk to him??"
"Well are you Daisy."
I laugh.
"Yes...I'm daisy."
"Ok." He hangs up the phone. Then the number calls again.
I answer.
"Hello?"
"Come over."
I hear Harry's voice say.
"I..Harry..."
"Ya ya. I know. Gene. Or whatever. Ride your bike, you can park it in my garage and we can hang out all night."
"I...." thats Genius.
"Oh come on, you want to see me right?"
"Ya I do..."
"Then come over, you'll be fine."
I trust him. I really do, and I do miss him...a lot. Like a lot a lot.
I sigh. "Ok."
"Great! And bring P.J.s and extra clothes."
"Oh I'm spending the night now?"
"Well it's almost 5 in the morning so...ya. Ya you are."
I roll my eyes.
"Ok." We laugh. And hang up the phone.
Guess I'm going to Harry's.
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Song: She by Harry Styles.
Harry and Daisy are so cute. I'm dying.