Kiwi // H.S.

Part 7: Rule breaker

I wake up with my head on Harry's stomach. I look around my room and notice ringo's cage. I sit up immediately and look back at Harry. He is still asleep. I get up and pull out my gecko food and open the cage door.
"I'm sorry buddy, I won't do it again I promise" i put the food in his little dish and he comes up to eat. Then I get back in bed. Harry smells really nice, not like a cologne or anything, just clean. He smells very clean. I open Instagram.
'Harry Styles is at Kiwi's house again?!'
Ugh.
I get up and look out my window. Photographers. Everywhere. Like literally everywhere. I ddnt know so many people could be in one spot at one time.
I walk back over to my bed and out my hand on Harry's chest.
"Harry...you gonna wanna see this..." I say briefly. He opens his eyes but not all the way.
"Huh?" He says.
"There's people.....everywhere." He looks confused. And gets up and looks out the window. He stares for a minute then shuts the curtains and says "sh*t"
"What?" I say. I'm sitting on the bed looking up at him. I noticed how pretty his eyes looked in the light, they were green with small hints of blue and yellow."They saw me. And started taking pictures."
Harry was shirtless, and in his underwear, who knows what people will think about that. I grab one of the small pillows off my beg and throw it at him.
"Good goin Styles." I say jokingly. He smiles. I could see his dimple appear, he didn't smile like that often. My phone rings. It's gene.
"Hello?"
"What did we talk about."
"Huh?"
"Remember, the rules,"
"I...." she is right.
"Tell Harry to put some clothes on for god's sake and sneak out the back door. I will pick him up and he can get his car Tomorrow."
"Ok um...what do I do about...."
Tell them he isn't here, his car just needed fixed and you had to pick it up, for a friend."
"Ok but what about the pict...."
"No one will believe it's real. If you say that it will just be one of those conspiracy types things crazy fans make up and photo shop."
"Ok.."
"Very disappointed daisy, you know the rules."
"Im sorry.."
I hang up the phone and can't help but cry. I tell Harry Whats going on and he hugs me. He gets his clothes on and we run down stairs to the back door. Gene is parked out back.
"I guess I will see you around." He says.
"Ya."
He hugs me. And goes to get into the car. But stops. He turns around and comes back to me.
"Daisy." He says.
"Yea." I say looking at the ground.
He puts his hand under my chin and guides my face up so I'm looking at him. He closes his eyes and leans in. Sh*t I know what he is doing. My chest gets tight again. I turn my head leaving him to kiss my cheek instead. I move back and whisper.
"I'm sorry." And run inside.

I don't know what happened after I ran inside, but I couldn't help myself. I ran into the bathroom and tried to calm down but I couldn't. I wiped the tears that were streaming down my face and ran into my room, I grabbed all my blankets but it just made me cry even more, the blankets smelled like him, and how d*mn clean he smells. My chest felt tight and I just wanted him to hug me. And to tell me that everything is going to be ok. This is all my fault, my stupid anxiety, and my stupid problems, i tried not to get close to him, but it didn't work, and now I'm here, exactly where I was trying not to be.