Sorry that I gave you this life
sorry that I am trapped inside of you.
My body, you deserve so much better than me,
but here we are
learning to live with each other's faults.
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I wish you could take a trip to my heart,
that way you could really see how damaged my road has been and how many paths I have blocked out,
and how many paths are far beyond my reach
and how foggy it looks like from my view.
The path in front of me is covered in rocks and pebbles, all the things that people and strangers to my heart threw my way.
The path in front of me is another one I must find my way through, bringing down every rock
and collecting them to build my castle.
Because they don't understand that I am the queen,
with all these rocks I will build the tallest castle and make them bow.
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Have you ever felt like you've lost an important object
and you start to freak, your heart sinks
and imagine life without it?
it happens with people too.
