starks daughter

part 4 y/ns POV-

I heard a loud slam I bolted up I saw thir walking through the door. I was still on the couch I looked to see if bruce was still there he was and also awake "have a good nap sleepy head" I asked "huh oh uh yeah I guess" he stretched his arms. "Shit tony will be back in an hour he looked at his watch "no wait oh he should be he in 20 minutes" he added then stood up and stretched again.
His book fell when he he did I picked it up and put in on the couch I stood up "what should we say about this " I asked "uh well we did falling asleep and we were reading together I mean you have your book out here shit the kiss " he walked over to the lab I followed he got in the computer "if I can do this right " he pulled up the camera footage and started to make adjustments to it "okay now he won't kill us we might get yelled at but that's it uh I hope I did this right" he sighed

" I'm sorry this never would have happened if I never kissed you on the cheek or wanted to read with you god I'm so stupid " I sat down and put my head in my hands
" no its okay and your not stupid your smarter than me sometimes, and your beautiful, funny and you the greatest person I ever met but your not stupid,and I mean that" he looked at me and smiled. " you really think I'm the greatest person you ever met" I asked confused. "Uh yeah, your the only person I can talk to." He chuckled. I heard the quin jets engines " they must be back" he said looking up. We both walked out to the living room and sat far from each other both reading the same book. "Y/n m/n stark " tony yelled as he came down the stairs from the roof. I looked up tony was spead walking toward us. Bruce looked worried. "What is it this time" I acted innocent. " could u explain this " he showed me a picture of me and Bruce on the couch asleep. I held up my book. Bruce was reading his not wanting to get involved. "We were both reading and fell asleep " I rolled my eyes, he looked at Bruce's book then back at mine. " nothing else happened " he raised his brows "nothing else" I looked him straight in the eyes. "Okay, your off the hook brucey " he patted his shoulder hardly then walked to the kitchen. "Okay since you told the truth we can have your birthday party tomorrow instead of waiting a week I mean your gonna get older either way but I guess you only turn 18 once, well no hey cap how old are you 118 "he joked as he poured himself some wine. " haha Very funny" Steve said annoyed he sat on the couch he looked back at tony. "But for your information I am only 91" he pointed to tony. "Oh so you still the 90 year old virgin no wait 91 year old virgin" tony mocked. " tell this man to get off of my ass" he looked at me "oh cap language" tony said the running joke we all know. Steve stood up quickly "Okay I'm done, I'm done will you stop already it hurt enough already that you remind me that I'm older than you, but all the time you dont have to do it, and so what if I haven't kissed any one since 1895 just leave me alone for a little while"he yelled then stormed off to his room. He never goes off on tony like that or ever for that matter. "I'll make sure he's okay" I said then ran after him. I got to his door and knocked "steve can I come in" I asked lightly I heard him walk over to the door and open it for me. He had tears in his eyes I gave him a sympathetic look, he stepped back so I could come in after I did he shut the door behind me.
A tear ran down his face I gave him a hug I could tell he needed it "he just doesn't understand what you went through" I whispered to him which made him cry. "Its okay just let it out " I patted his back "it was just hard adjusting to everything and also finding out everyone I knew was dead but I found peggy I felt better cause I could see her but I was too young and she to old to remember me then I lost her too, and bucky found me but I'm afraid that I'll lose him too" he griped the back of my shirt " and the war I keep on having nightmares about it and bucky falling from the train right in front of me"he cried harder " your not going to lose him and you have lots of people here who care about you and the war is over but if you need reassurance I'm here you know that" I felt a tear run down my cheek. I hated seeing him like this it breaks my heart every time. "I know I have bucky and you to talk to but bucky would be a mess if I mentioned the war, and you dont mind if I cry " he laughed lightly I let go of him
" I would never mind, cause that's just a way of you getting out that loss, and pain" I smiled "but why are yyou crying " he asked "it's just I hate seeing you in so much pain like this it hurt me alot " I grabbed his hands I dat down on his bed he sat next to me. "You care that much" he asked surprised "yes your family more than tony actually"i looked down at my hands "I mean now that I'm almost 18 he barely has time for me " tears ran down my face and on to my hands. "Hey you know he try's he works more than he should" he put his hands on my shoulders. I looked at him "so that's why he's having my party early" I frowned "he has alot of meetings that week. But you'll get to spend time with him"he smiled "more like him drunk with hot models and not paying attention to what I want I dont want a big fancy party o just want all of you guys here with me have cake and play games" I looked down "but that probably won't happen it will probably be his party more than mine like always" I sighed "well maybe this year will be different I'm sure you'll have the best birthday ever"he patted my shoulder "well you should get going to bed dont want to have no sleep on party day but if the party is to big for you me thor and bruce could eat cake with you in your room and we could tell what are those ah ghost stories " he chuckled "thanks steve"i hugged him then got up and walked to the door "good night " I opened the door "night" he smiled I closed the door then went back to the living room and then up the stairs to my room "hey y/n"I heard bruce call me I turned halfway to look at him "uh your book" he said holding it up. "Oh right" I ran back down the stairs "thanks " I said as I grabbed my book "oh and uh happy birthday " he hugged me tightly then let go. "Thanks also thanks for spending the day with me it was nice " I smiled "well thank you cause I'm not in a gloomy mood you said it yourself " he chuckled. "Any time "I smiled then started to head upstairs "oh and y/n" he called "yes bruce" I turned to look at him "uh sleep well" he smiled "I think I will" I then continued to walked up the rest if the stairs the walked to my room, I went in and turned around shut the door then turned on the light. "Aah who are yyou"I asked the man raven haired man sitting on my bed reading a book "I thought you would know who I am" he closed the book and then it disappeared. He looked at me he had green eyes pale skin long hair and a greenish gold outfit on. "So are you loki" I asked "yes I am" he answered "why are you in my room" I was confused, "well if you must know"he paused then stood "I am a bit fond of you I don't know why but I am" he smirked I just froze knowing an asgardin was fond of me, wait no this is a trick but I'll play along. "Oh how fond of me would u say you are" I walked my fingers up his shoulder, he looked at my hand and smirked. "I ment to say quite fond to say the least but" he paused and grabbed my hand on his shoulder, then he looked at me then his smirk faded to a frown. "You seemed lonely that's why I'm here, also I'm quite lonely my self" he took my hand off oh his shoulder and held it with both hands. He then put one hand on the side of my face. He was right since I barely knew my own dad even tho everyone talks about him at school nobody talks to me, sad I know, and I dont have any friends except bruce and Steve, but I dont have someone to talk to when I feel alone but when I was only 14 I was kidnapped by old enemy's of my father, he had the team get me but it was a trap they all got badly hurt all because of me. My dad and rodey had to then come get me, when he found me I was just so badly beaten he couldnt look at me without yelling and telling me to be more careful, or crying and saying it was all his fault. It was mine actually talking about how my dad was iron man on YouTube and Twitter, But that trauma didn't go away and he doesn't know but they also hurt me emotionally, and physically in ways I didn't want to explain, I mean he worrys about me even kissing boys when I dont want any near me I mean sure I'm more closer to the guys here than natasha and wanda. I just know if I told him he would home school me well make everyone else do it, and I wouldn't be able to go out at all but I barely do anyway. I felt a tears run down my cheeks as I remembered everything I went through "I I never knew anyone could hurt so much but seem fine almost the time "he took his hand off of my face and looked at me he also had tears in his eyes "but why are you so sad"I asked "my father I never knew him or saw him for that matter, he was killed by my so called father, and I was taken from my father as a baby by odin, he and frieda raised me, along side thor I was the older one but since I wasn't a born asgardin our father passed his crown per say down to thor I was out raged at the time he was this big immature fool unfit to rule so I tried to take over asgard, but i almost died doing so, that was also the day I found out what my father did to my real family so I had a reason for what I did" he snuffed. I let go of his hand and sat down on my bed "no one understands or knows the truth about what happened to me in the past or why I'm hesitant nowadays I just dont want to hurt them and them yell at me for my actions" I looked up at him " well not everyone " he sat next to me "what are you saying loki" I was scared of what he might tell me. "When I looked into your mindseye I saw parts of your past and how much pain you felt" he said sadly I saw a single tear run down his cheek. "You know tthen" I looked down then back at him "yes, and I'm sorry for what they did to you"I could tell he ment that.
" thankyou " I sighed "I over heard about your party when I went downstairs to get another book to read, and I was wondering if you dont mind I would like to come, if that's alright " he smiled lightly "of course I wouldn't want you feeling lonely " I smiled "great uh do you have a favorite color by chance " he asked curiously. "Oh dark green and uh black" I chuckled nervously "okay um well I should go so you can sleep" he stood up "okay I'll see you tomorrow then" I said hopeful he opened my door then looked at me"yes, goodnight love"he said on his way out. "Night" I replied. I smiled to myself and fell back onto my bed. I sat up then walked over to my closest and grabbed my oversized greenish blue shirt I set it on my bed and started to change.

~ thor's pov ~
I was sitting in the living room drinking meed I heard a door open I looked up to the balcony it was y/n's door, hm maybe she wants some water. I walked over to the kitchen and got a glass and poured some water. I walked out of the kitchen and to the living room then up the stairs. One I got to her room gave a small knock .