It was all fun for me at first. I have to admit i kinda like to see how messed up lisa will be and then you just have to ruin everything pathetic. Yes, i never loved Lisa but why am i upset now? I had to ravage Chaeng too just for me to be happy with this silly imaginations. Maybe i have to take my drug regularly. I'm not crazy but sometimes i feel i needed to hurt someone just to satisfy my urges.
Chaeyoung really do likes Jisoo but i can't control myself. It's like someone is telling me to do those things. I myself can't supervise it even if i wanted too. Now that i'm starting to fall for Lisa too. I can't see myself being happy in the future with her but i wanted too. Sometimes the answer is no but i know we have to do things to make us happy even in a short period of time.
Why am i even explaining myself, you are all judging me anyway. You don't have to understand everything sometimes y'all just need to be more empathetic. Fine i'll end this crap.
