You Are Not My Prince. (Yandere x reader)

My Past

(Filler)

The day I was born I knew the world will be at my feet. I wanted a normal life but life was cruel to give me this one. My father wanted power, my mother wanted money .... Well they still want it. 

There was no Love....
        no freedom ......
                 No nothing ......

I live a life that was fake. I live a second best life, even if I was meant to be king. Grandmother wanted nothing to do with my mother or father. 

I look so much like them but she never hated me she just prefers my other cousins , My third relative who was never mention was due to be the next ruler of England. 

My father was in rage. What did they have that he didn't?

A normal attitude and weren't such an arse. 

Out of rage something happen......
    And the next day they were gone.  No longer in the castle but there things were still there. 

I knew he did something and him being the oldest he became king. 
I hated that man and I hated the woman who gave birth to me. 

My nanny was the one I dub as a mother. She was nice, kind, gentle and lovely. She did something.... No...
She gave me something that my parents could never give me. 

Hope and love ........

Hope for a better life and love as in a mothers love. She cared for me. 

But she brought someone one day to the castle. A girl.

I felt envy , I hated her cause she had the woman I wanted as a mother, the life I wanted .....

I wanted to gut her....
I wanted her dead ....

But the day she talk to me was the day I would always remember. 

She said that she wanted me as an older brother and kept telling her mom to adopt me. At first I found her annoying, but she kept smiling at me and her eyes shine everytime she saw me.      

I felt something new
It felt strange
I felt odd

She made me feel something
I felt my heart skip a beat at first I thought I was having a heart attack but when I told my nanny she said is was a thing called love.  A different type of love one that is separated from friendship and separated from family. A lover type of love. 

Yea I got confuse still think its a stroke or a heart attack or something. 

I got to know her more. What she likes and her little habits. I was going to confess to her but I saw something I should of not seen. 

It so seems that My cousin has developed feelings for My Beloved.  What pissed me off was that she blush everytime she look at him. 

His stupid face...
His stupid laugh...
His stupid status...
His stupid personality. ....

Is making her happy.  
What does he have that I don't. 
I'm to be king...
And she will be my queen ....
I'm not losing her love and she will love me as well.

Not like a brother but a lover.

........ But it all change the day nanny sacrifice herself and when my beloved and my stupid cousin left. 

I'll find her.
And she will be mine.