Fear Of The L World

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2 weeks later 

Two weeks in L.A. is the best two  weeks of my life. I went to clubs, bars, 5 star restraunts, 10 star restraunts, at his mansion. Yea he owns a mansion for himself! Mostly we had amazing sex in the kitchen, the diner, the living room, his bed room another bed room that no one uses, and the pool house all in 2 weeks. So I'm sitting on his soft and cozy couch with a major hang over and Andrew comes over with a bottle of asprin and a glass of water.

"This will help with the hang over." Andrew says as he hands it to me.

"Yea. Is there something sharp stabbing me in my head." I asked

"Nope just the 20 tequillia shots fighting back at you. Plus the wine and beer." Andrew replied then he sits next to me.

"Oh yea your an awsome person and I'm not just saying that because your rich and I'm poor, I'm saying that because you have a great personlity and your good loooking and smart and caring. Maybe I did go over board with all those shots but the sex was unforgetable." I said. Then we both just smiled at each other. but he kept staring at me. "What?" I said with a smile as I tried not to blush.

"I love you." Andrew says.

"What?!" I said as my smile faded away.

"I L"- " No I heard you just... I need some air!" I said as i cut him off. Then i walked out the house and took a walk. Then I hear Andrew Calling my name from a distance and I tried to ignore it but I ended up looking back and i saw him running and he runs fast he was catching up quickly so I started speed walking. Suddenly I felt his hand on my shoulder.

"Please stop speed walking. Why is it such a big deal about me loving you?" Andrew asked.

"The big deal is that we've ony been on two dates! You couldn't have weighted til the third date or fourth or fith date?! why the second date?! I didn't think we were that serious!" I shouted.

"We had sex on our first date, if you ask me that's pretty serious" He says.

"No if you ask me thats casual, not serious." I said.

"Listen I don't wanna agrue in public can we just go back to my house and talk this over." He said. then I calmed down and agreed with him. We turned around and went back to his house.

at Andrew house

"So what do we need to talk about?" I asked stupidly

"What we need to talk about is your reaction to my expression of love for you. We have sex to represent our love so why can't I say it?" Andrew says

"Because sex is... sex not a symbol of love to me. I don't know why you keep presuring me to say I love you back when I don't feel the same way." I said.

"Oh I got you. Now I understand" He says

"What? Understand what?! That we only been out on two dates and that I don't need to feel the same way?" I said

"Nope. You're scared." He replied

"What?" I said confusedly

"You're scared of loving. Because you don't wanna feel love, because you don't wanna be heart broken. And you're scared of being hurt and you think no one can truely love you because of your job and you had a child at thirteen years old." He says. And he was right. So right it scared me. "Let me tell you, I will never hurt you. I love you. I don't care about your job or where you live or that you had a child at thirteen. If you ask me I think that's pretty brave. And I love everything about you the good and the bad. Please just open the defence gate and let me in. And I don't mean that in a sexual way." He says and It made me laugh.

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