𝙈𝙀𝙇𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙂 I alessio s.

𝟎𝟕 'Are We Keeping It'

I sat there on the bathroom floor, crying with my hand covering my mouth in shock. I was pregnant? I had been feeling sick lately, and remembered the time Alessio and I had. My first time. Yep, he was my first. There in my free hand held a pregnancy test that revealed two lines. Two lines meaning positive, and one line meaning negative. How in the hell am I going to tell him? Or my parents? Oh shit my parents! They're gonna fucking kill me!

*knock*

"Y/N? What the hell are you doing? Are you ok?" Alessio said on the other side of the door worried as to why I was in here for so long.

I just stayed silent. I was speechless and I couldn't talk without crying.

"Y/N?" he said trying to get the door to open, but it was locked.

"Y/N! Please open the door!" Alessio said eager to check on me. It was scary to hear him yell so I slowly stood up from the floor and put the test in the back pocket of my jeans, making my way to the door. I slowly opened it.

"Hey, what is going on with you?" he said a little upset that I wasn't saying anything or even looking at him. I just looked at his chest, not his eyes. This could be the end of us. What if he leaves me because of this baby? Should I keep it?

"I- I uhm-" I said in a stuffy voice from crying. He knew that I had been crying just by the sound of my voice and the redness in my eyes as he crouched down to my level of sight.

"Y/N you what?" he said looking at me, but I didn't look back.

"Y/N, look at me and tell me what is wrong. Your scaring me." he then said in a softer voice trying to get me to spit it out. I started to get frustrated with myself. How am I supposed to tell him?

"Alessio I can't ok!" I then yelled looking at him straight in the eyes. I looked upset and he didn't want to push it. So he pulled me into a hug.

"Mariposa I promise you can tell me anything. I can't just see you like this and not know why your acting the way you are right now. I need to know. I'm scared." he said having his right arm around my waist and his left arm around my upper back.

I decided on just showing him, not saying it to him because I knew I'd just fall apart. So I slowly put my arm behind my back and pulled the test out of my back pocket. Alessio let go of me and saw that I had been holding something to the side, still hesitant to show him. So he lightly held my hand with two of his own to apart my fingers on what had gripped onto the object. The test. He saw it and took it out of my hands to hold it up to his eyes and get a look on what it had said. Positive.

"It's- It's positive-" he said dropping his arm and the test looking at me with glistened eyes and a mouth opened wide in shock.

"Am- Am I the-" he trembled trying to speak, but I knew what he'd ask.

"Yes. Alessio your the father. I'm sorry." I said now looking down to my feet letting tears fall down to the floor. He just looked at me still in shock and I just stayed in that position motionless, still letting the tears fall.

"Are we keeping it?" he said with a croaked voice. I looked up at him in confusion. We? He said we. We as in the both of us. Did he want to keep it?

"I mean- I think I want to, but I can't do it alone." I said still looking to see an expression form on his face. All I saw was one tear slide from one eye as the other still glistened. Then his mouth that was once just opened in shock, formed into a smile of happiness.

"Y/N I'm gonna be a fucking dad!" Alessio said laughing in excitement. Seeing him look so happy made me want to hug him. So I practically through myself onto him, arms around his neck tightly, with my legs wrapped around his torso. He hugged back so tightly I almost lost my breath.

"Alessio, careful your squashing the baby." I said in a voice in need of air.

"Oh shit yeah sorry."