Divorce - a start over [Sangini]

4. Mistake

Last part for today

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"One stupid mistake can change everything"

Sanskar is reading a magazine and this line caught his eye. Its true, every word of the quoted text is true.

"Sometimes its too late to correct a mistake"

Is it late? Does he has time? Its been a month since he is separated from Ragini but every night only her beautiful smile acts as solace and sleeping pills for him.

He is overwhelmed with guilt every single moment because she didn't asked anything and set him free. Its been a month and there is no news of her, no call, no messages, nothing at all. He wonders is she fine? But he knew she is one kind a strong girl and stubborn too.

How much pain she is in but still she will smile not showing her pain to anyone. Is he correct in his decision of separating from her? He isn't able to fully commit with Manisha either.

Ragini's emotionless face is like a nightmare to him, whenever he saw any dreams its only that emotionless expression of her for me that makes my heart beat faster and me more nervous.

Everyday out of habit I turned my car after office hours to my appartment and only come to senses atter reaching to my appartment or by getting a call from Manisha.

Everytime he tries to muster up the courage to go see her and look at her if she is fine or not but fails miserably.

Tomorrow is his engagement with Manisha and his parents are not at all happy with his decision. He is going today at her appartment after office for divorce papers and then he is free to marry his love, Manisha Gupta.

On the other side Ragini started her internship at a law firm and preparing for CLAT (entrance exam of LLM) though she is LLB graduate.

Thanks to her buddy Gaurav who works as senior lawyer here she got the opportunity to work under one of the best lawyer of Asia, may be its her lucky day here. His name is Mr Shiv Deshmukh. Like his name he is too simply but when he gets angry its like someone gonna die for sure.

He is only 26 years old yet he established such a big firm in Kolkata which is famous all over India.

Its really fun working here. I got to learn many things. I made a new friend who is 2 years younger to me but many things are common between us..

1. She is also doing internship from here that is Deshmukh's Law Firm

2. She is also preparing for CLAT

3. We are sharing same room given by company.

Her name is Miss Ananya Pathak

She is sweet but talkative too. Never leave a single chance to argue with our mentor Mr Shiv.

They're both north and south pole. She is a bold girl and always stand for herself.

No one I seriously mean no one can win her in arguments. And that makes her a perfect lawyer.

Her smile and nature are so infectious that its hard to resist and sometimes her this nature helps me to forget about Sanskar for some moment.

Sanskar, I wonder what was he doing right now? Enjoying his time with Manisha of course.

I know it's wrong to think about him but my heart just want to repeat the same mistake again and again.

After all

" When you truly care for someone their mistakes never change your feelings because it's the mind that get's angry but the heart still cares"

And may be that's why I want to prove to the world that I can do something all alone.

"Don't let your past hinder you Ragini, just pursue your dreams and work hard on it. All you need is passion and perseverance from the bottom of your heart" said a voice behind me and I immediately recognised it as my bestfriend Ananya's voice without looks back.

I looked back and smiled at her. With her came my another buddy Gaurav, he patted my back like a brother and said " Just do it for yourself, find your real selves. Everyone make mistakes, admit it and move on. And one more thing you don't need to show anyone Ragini that you can do this or you can't do that. Just follow your heart and instincts. Do it for yourself, but not for other people and then only you will be able to get inner peace and courage and mostly self confidence"

A bright smile automatically came on my lips by looking at my two support system. That's why I still believe in Love.

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Nitika